i hate it when i feel like i have no life and everyone else around me are doing something fun WITHOUT ME. like, yesterday night totally magnified all my pet peeves and i don't know if it's just me. okay, what am i talking about? of course it's just me. if i were to make a list of all my pet peeves, it'll make me seem like such a annoying person. whatever, but in general, i don't like waiting for a sms when i have nothing to do. like i try so hard to distract myself, but suddenly i get reminded and go check if i have a new message. NONE. i throw my phone back on the bed every single time.
okay whatever. yesterday was a rollercoaster ride, and it wasn't even ten in the morning. haha. i think i got the posting msg at six. something vibrated on my bed beside me so i rolled over and checked my phone. all i saw was "TAN JIE JIN AUDREY" and "ANGLO-CHINESE JC ARTS" and i smiled, rolled back and promptly fell asleep again. (haha i received 60 msgs yesterday.)
so before ten am, there were many shocking revelations which put me in a really grumpy mood (whenever i think about it) because i swear, POSTINGS ARE SO SCREWED UP. and doctor ong. like omg, even though i laugh about you all the time, i seriously thought better of you.
ANYWAY, i had an exciting day out all by myself! yes, moving past all the screwed-up postings, i stepped out into the world with nobody else to accompany me but handphone msgs. haha okay, pictures to show my schedule. i'm very organised like that.
right, so i baked apple-orange muffins yesterday according to the recipe that emily gave me. i think i put in too much orange juice so i tasted a bit weird. i'm super self-conscious about my own baking. my mom keeps on nagging that i eat up everything that i bake which i will retort without fail "because nobody wants to eat!!!!" i don't want to know if that's true so i just eat up everything myself. later, i'm going to bake banana-chocolate muffins. :)
and after baking, i'm going to force myself to complete my mission because i keep procrastinating. i shouldn't, because time is running out.
