(think i just did my Random Act of Kindness for today.)

so, camp was awesome. it brought everyone else back to basics, but it led me to the basics, something which i really needed for a long while. i made a lot of new friends and had lots of fun.

haha, too tired to go into details, but i've already started practicing what the pastors preached during talks in camp. i really do feel refreshed in terms of my Christian faith.

yesterday, i reached home after getting a lift from sze's dad and then talked for a while to my sister. after that, slept from 3 to dinner time. at night, i slept at 920 to around 10 this morning. around 15 hours in total. haha, cool.

oh, and i lost my phone during camp. when i think about it, i feel slightly helpless, slightly angry at the rugby boys and slightly sad. but, my dad seems to be not-so-angry about it and that's good. i don't think i'm going to want a new phone. as in, for now. i'm just going to take up my father's suggestion before i went to camp-- that i buy a normal phone and place it in my room. which means that you can contact me by calling my house number and i will be able to talk to you for hours on end and it will still be cheaper than smsing/using a hp. but it probably also means that someone can eavesdrop on my conversation by using the phone outside. ohwell.

i won't gurantee i won't get a new phone, because that's what i feel now-- to not get a new phone at all. i mean, the loss of my phone made me realise how dependent i was on it. my entire schedule for december is in that phone! my random writings in words doc. my list of songs to download in memo. my camwhoring in pics&vids. my precious text msgs.

today morning when my brother bugged me to wake up, i fumbled around in bed for a long while before i remembered that i couldn't check the time because my phone isn't there anymore. it's a really sharp empty feeling. like you're so caught up in a show that you laugh and hit the space beside you only to topple over and realise that you're the only person in the entire house. can you imagine the awkward transition of mid-laughter to a solemn expression of realisation? sucks.

okay, i forgot when avril is coming back from phuket. when are you coming back from phuket, avril!

youtube awaits me. then tuition homework which i really must force myself to do even though i really don't want to do because my tutor has realised that i only do my homework at her place. oops.