okay, so my plans were messed up for a while.

1) i don't have dental today.
it was supposed to be on wednesday, but i thought it was on tuesday. so i panicked but then managed to call them to get it changed to friday, at 230.

2) i can't cook anything at all now.
there's like no staple food i can cook properly. and my mom isn't free to cook fried rice for me in the morning. so, she's going to buy like ten packets of beehoon and that's it. rawr.

3) i can't get a jobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.
and i need one so badly. i need to earn money because there's all these things which i need/want to buy! i just got offered a job, but i don't have time for that one. it's slightly admin-ish. which i don't mind. but it's one of those 9 to 5, 5-day work week kinda job. aka, responsibility! i have no time! plans packed to the brim. omg.

and see, i will only be free from the 25th, but that will only last until 4 dec because church camp starts on the 5th. okay, my dec is basically packed.
starting dec: my church camp
mid dec: jacq's church camp
end dec: family vacation

which means i can only start working in JANUARY?! nooooooooooooooooooo.

i am so frustrated.

P.S. or maybe i should take up that permanent weekend part time job at Made With Love.
i really don't mind. i plan to be some sort of nerd in jc anyway. okay, nope, i take that back. i'll just go ask for their times and if they'll take some 16/17 year old with a passion for not-really-scrapbooking. i guess if i really wanted that job, i can save my scanned-in pictures of the farewell cards in a thumbdrive and show it to them. this way, i'll also be earning money when school reopens. eh, wait. uh-oh, why didn't i foresee parental objection before? garrrrhhh.

[EDIT]
TODAY HAS BEEN A HORRIBLE DAY. EXCLUDING THE EXERCISING WITH JACQ BECAUSE THAT WAS GREAT.

LONG STORY SHORT: I WENT FOR A HAIRCUT.

THE MAIN PURPOSE: TO SHORTEN MY FRINGE.

IN THE END: MY FRINGE WAS SHORTENED... AND ALSO RUINED.

TEMPORARY SALVATION: TO PIN IT UP.

HOW I FEEL: LIKE DYING.

TO DO: MOPE AROUND AND SCREAM MENTALLY. HOPE THAT I CAN SALVAGE IT BY TOMORROW.

WHY I FEEL SO BAD: I WANTED TO SHORTEN MY FRINGE SO I CAN LOOK NICER FOR HAJI LANE DAY. BUT NOW, I HAVE SINCE DESTROYED ANY MINUTE PERCENTAGE OF LOOKING PRETTY.

HOW TO CHEER UP: WATCH CHUCK.

SORRY, BUT I FELT THE NEED TO TYPE THIS ALL IN CAPS SO IT WILL SEEM LIKE I AM SCREAMING, BECAUSE BELIEVE ME, I AM. ON THE INSIDE.