i have been keeping a secret for around one week now and it's so unbearable. i want to tell somebody, anybody, but i can't. tomorrow will reveal everything and my imagination tells me of a speech. i wonder what i would do in the end. i hope people like it. :)

i have also found out that people write the best when they are heartbroken or feeling all things negative. from observations and experience and trends. too bad chinese isn't popular or well-understood. HAHA. actually, that's good, isn't it? then people wouldn't know what i'm being emo about and they wouldn't be able to ask me. one day, i will lapse back into my chinese poetry because it seems like i'm the only one who thinks that Chinese is a beautiful but sad language.

i have only ten more minutes before going back to my secret.