if only i look as nice as that now.

have been trying to work my ass off these days and i'm getting so tired. as in, physically and not mentally. i think i can go on quite well. just last saturday, i did the ss SBQ voluntarily and doggedly finished it. go me.

i think i need to work on my science ALOT. doing the chem june paper now. sigh. my base is still not entirely covered. need to devote more time for memory work instead of practicising.

wells, i have been bringing a film camera to school to take pictures in class. they're allowed since film cameras aren't digital. i want to capture the very last moments of everything and everyone. the no-deleting policy still stands because i can't delete any pictures, literally.

so yes, i am going back to chem now. after which will come biology. i'm thinking about meeting mr liu for some reteaching and considering project care as well. in the meantime, i'm crossing my fingers and hoping that my study method is right this time. i'm grateful that God has blessed me much more discipline and perserverance this time.

i want Longest Day pictures! jacqueline leonggggg.