i like this picture! the carpet is so pretty and i'm sitting like a little girl. you can see my bangles and my hairband, which are birthday presents. my legs seem to be shiny and it provides an interesting view to my m)phosis heels.

i'm beginning to love myself more and more. in little random ways.

i like the way i talk to myself all the time.
i like the way i make people laugh.
i like the way i love the smell of my bed.
i like the way i look into a mirror and stare at myself.
i like the way i have become so much happier i feel shallow.
i like the way i can easily identify popular mainstream songs.
i like the way i have a neverending wish list.
i like the way i can pose shamelessly for the camera and love it.
i like the way i can see the good in every single person.

okay. i should stop. this is bordering on insane and egoistic. but that's what everybody should do- list down what they like about themselves. sure, we all have flaws and faults. but if you don't love yourself, how do we expect someone to love us? this is why i need Balance in my life. it is one of my top five values, for your information.

speaking of which, i loved today! basically, we just sat in the Lecture Theater and listen to a person drone on endlessly about career options. it sounds boring, but it really isn't. at least to me. we get to identify what kind of a person we are, what kind of jobs are suitable for us and also to learn how to achieve our ambition! please, i can even list down the Six Factors of Deciding Your Career.

1. Behaviour
2. Interest
3. Abilities
4. Talent
5. Experience
6. Circumstance

i don't think that's in order, but see, i did it. i can recall my multiple intelligience too!

1. Interpersonal Intelligience
2. Visual-Spatial Intelligience
2. Intrapersonal Intelligience

whee. which means i completely and absolutely am suited to being a psychologist. i want to do psychology in uni anyway. child psychology! i don't mind any other sort, but if we needed to narrow it down in any circumstance, then it's child psychology. and fine arts. which is really all the real artsy stuff, like sculpting and painting and stained-glassing. wow, right? i was talking to my mom about my holland code (ASC) and she thinks that i should be some sort of fashion boutique manager.

A for Artistic
S for Social
C for Conventional

i think it's extremely accurate. like, i totally wouldn't mind being a photocopy lady. in fact, if nobody ever hires me, i think i shall return to mgs as the photocopy lady. i like photocopying. it comes out black and white and warm and it sometimes smells lovely. stop frowning at the computer screen already. i'm weird like that.

and since i most probably have already lost you, i am just going to drone on. for my own sake. after all, the one reading this blog after fifty years is I.

do you know that my Top Five Values are
1. Fun
2. Balance
3. Friendship & Family
4. Loyalty
5. Respect
?

OH i am also in love with the appendixes which comes together with the bunch of notes. they list down the courses provided in universities and i secretly yearn to go to LaSalle. like seriously! their campus is to die for. a work of art, i swear. two courses appeal to me.

1. Design
- Advertising design
- Fashion communication
- Fashion design
- Fashion jewellery
- Fashion management
- Fashion textiles
- Graphic design
- Interior design
- Performance design
- Product design

2. Fine Arts
- Art photography
- Drawing
- Graphic novel
- Painting
- Printmaking
- Sculpture

SEE SEE SEE! ugh. i'm not artsy at all, to think of it properly. i suck.

and with this appendix, i can see that i shouldn't go to NUS at all because they do not offer Psychology. thus, i have decided that my other choice of university would be NTU because they not only offer Psychology, but Fine Arts too! yes, i am so inspired.

anyway, i am going off now. i have bored you long enough. this kinda stuff interests me to no end. i can go on forever, but i need to sleep too.

goodnight!