ah crap i am totally slacking. i think having exams stretch over a span of two and a half weeks is a super bad idea. and even though mr liu's arrangement of subjects is satisfactory, i simply cannot keep up with being hardworking all the time. so nowadays, i study in the afternoon with a person who forces me to. then i go home and slack. then i go to school and pretend not to care.

blah.

haha studying with jacq is good because she makes me do work and keeps me focused. then there are the short intervals where we stray and talk/gossip, but we always get back on track. we studied lit today. but since she doesn't do WLIIA, we discussed f451 mostly. i was okay with that because my f451 is hell rusty. we spotted questions and planned our essay outlines. we had very fruitful and cool literary discussions. i felt very clever.

so if what we spotted comes out, i'm going to send a secret brainwave smile to jacq and she's going to send one right back. then we're going to ace our lit! whoo~~

haha. but chinese was quite okay. paper one was actually considered good because i entered the exam hall feeling extremely and numbly unprepared. then the paper got flipped over and i just did what i had to do. INFLATION. and homg, i read about it in the newspapers over dinner and shouted YES! so loudy because the headlines said something like "INFLATION: SOME WORRY ABOUT FOOD, OTHERS TRANSPORT." i wrote about BOTH! wahahahaha.

and the second 70-marks question, i did bao zhang bao dao. only because i didn't want to narrative. i tried, believe me, i did. i wrote one page and then decided that bao zhang bao dao would be better. hahaha. but i still had like five minutes left to look around after that. so it really wasn't that bad. okay, until i get back the marks, that is. maybe history will repeat itself and my zuowen will get shown on the screen again.

paper two was shitty, quite. some parts were like 'okay, practice handwriting.' and others were like 'ah crap, why is my chinese so lousy!'

AND OMG I TOTALLY SCREWED UP MY O LEVELS ENGLISH ORAL. please, the chinese oral was SO MUCH BETTER. i'd rather a chinese oral any other day. like, seriously SERIOUSLY.

i hate the examiners. but i don't know who they are so they cannot google themselves only to end up on this blog. but their faces are so grumpy and discouraging! i mean, fine, maybe miss tan talked about examiners being mean and pmsy before, but i never thought i'd ever meet one! ARGH. why can't all examiners be nice?! homg, i bet it's because you're old and menopausey and stinky and FAT. ARGH.

i'm so mad just thinking about it. i can just see their grumpy faces staring back at me, looking like the most disinterested two people on earth! please just go and die. WHY ARE YOU A TEACHER ANYWAY!

okay. i'm going to stop now. i can go on and on (seriously, i can), but you wouldn't want to read such angry crap anyway.

sigh. i can't wait for prelims to be over, like seriously seriously. thursday is vivoday with natw and sze and jacq. i think. then friday is Be Yourself Day and 2G'06 Class Reunion. i'm going to dress up LOUDLY. like, total bring-on-the-hot-pink-stockings-LOUD.

the saturday i'm going to a top secret place, which reminds me that i'll have to get top secret materials on thursday. AH. i'll have to make teachers' day cards on thursday night! omg shit. i'll totally stay up through the night trying to complete enough for all my teachers! WEI SHEN ME. haha okay, but i'll still do it. i've just decided a split second ago that i'd do ultra small THANK YOU cards. then give them bigger and more sincere I LOVE YOU cards on the baccalaureate service or something. yeaps okay.

saturday, i have math tuition. sucks. haha but i shall tell myself that it's all for the o's and that i MUST get my two a1s for math. then i shall go home and sleep all the way till dinner.

church on sunday where i get to wear jacq's second top. the pull and bear one. :) maybe i'll borrow my mom's black jeans. let's see how it goes. sigh. then dental appointment. crappppp.

OMG. i have nothing to wear to career's day or whatever that shit is called. how how how how how. i totally understand why some teachers look like crap now! but i never ever EVER expected myself to be in this kind of situation. my mom disallowed me from buying new clothes since "it's only for one day". she has tailored pants but i look absolutely friggin gross! okay. i think only her river island top can save it, but i'm not even sure anymore. even Prada might not be able to save those tailored pants. they are friggin high-waisted in the super obiang and totally uncool way. ah shit la.

it's 934pm now. i think i will read the bible, pray and go sleep. wake up slightly earlier tomorrow to read through my lit notes. hope that the one hour break in between papers will be enough for me to cram WLIIA. and whilst i'm fretting and worrying about the o's, i've actually already started considering jc subject combi. :) my future is in my hands!

hokay whatever. i'm being high and weirdly lame.

sze: why you call my chinese name! hahaha shi ying!
natz: ARGH I LOOK SO SLEEPY/TIRED/GROSS IN THE FB PICTURES OF SLO FUZZZ. >:( hahaha must be all the SATC and St. Trinian's.

world: xoxo!