shit i'm freaking tempted to watch the twilight trailer, freaking tempted to watch the twilight movie.

but i can't!

i can't make myself forget that day, when i found out that Robert Pattinson was acting Edward, that i declared i will never ever watch Twilight unless i was lying on my deathbed. and even then, i wouldn't want it to be the last thing i do.

UGH. even when i google his name, i see a twilight movie photo.
WHYYYY.

ughugh. i hate my rules.

i feel like i'm betraying myself if i go watch it. but i really want to. its like my other blog rule. haha. i feel like i have OCD.

:(

save me?