ARGH I DON'T WANT TO DO MATH TUITION HOMEWORK ANYMORE!

1) because my brain cells are completely dead due to RMUN, which is damn ironic because i didn't do anything at all. and i still had the cheek to feel homesick. wth, right?
2) i am super distracted and preoccupied. which kinda sucks. i don't really want to think about it, so i think i shall just persevere in a bid to distract me from my distraction.

i'm a stupid ass, seriously. i don't know what took so long, but i guess RMUN was the final wakeup call. i didn't talk at all. and just when i thought i might just open my mouth (not to yawn) today, they go on about stuff i totally don't know about. and the RMUN crisis. omg, save me! i am just a pile of useless shit, i swear.

i made new friends though! hahaha. rai (brazil), tisha (the netherlands) and this girl who was my victim of ranting after the FP briefing. turns out, she's EMILY TAN JOO PING'S classmate. AND SHE'S SKIPPING D&D to go to the dance performance emily's performing in. the exact same one i wanted to go to. UGH. haha i moaned and groaned to her, i think she was both scared and amused. "the world is SO SMALL!"

i have to catwalk tomorrow. and take the chem SPA. i suck.
what i have to bring tomorrow:
- a set of school uniform
- a set of school blazer
- catwalk costume
- d&d costume

CRAZY.
and i will be out the whole day. from 630 to 2200. but by the time i actually reach home? probably 0000 already. AND AHH I HAVE MATH TUITION THE NEXT DAY. omg i'm so going to bring sugar with me. or i will fall asleep. WHY!

my life is so bitter. everything's all screwed up. yucks. got back progress report today. L1R5 of 17. seven-freaking-teen. i am prepared to go to a polytechnic. i will never see my beloved friends ever again. and they will secretly rejoice.

i am in such a shitty mood right now. i think i will condemn myself in a corner.

delegates applaud my motion and clapping is in order.
ARGHHH.