yeah i won't be going online tonight, i think.

so, this week's weather has been totally lovely. raining and raining intermittently. the coldness makes me want to curl up and dive under my pink blanket. then hibernate for the longest time ever. i am a grizzly bear. (emmett's favourite!)

and this weather makes me think about a modification in school uniforms. what i will do for uniforms like in Gossip Girl! pretty coloured stockings with cosy coats. hair all let loose and scarves on the rollll. bring on the boots and fbts melt into water. if only, if only, if only.

so anyway, i've finished Wednesday's Child and it's alright. a new storyline thing popped into my head, but as always, i ignore them. i have this tremendous urge to go and update my fanfiction. let's see how victorious this urge is, because i ain't moving this butt to nowhere. yeah, and i couldn't really understand the ending to Wednesday's Child. hmmm.

yesterday night was nice. online with sze, av, jacq and peng. hahahaha. i'm going to call him peng. then i signed off because sze was talking to me on the phone. we chatted till really late, around 1.18AM? yeah. i love this kind of moments, though. they make me feel 16. and even though sometimes my parents tut with disapproval at this sort of late nights i have, i wonder if a small part of them is relieved that i'm normal. as a teenager. like i don't give them problems about alcohol or an active sexual life, but there are these little pebbles in their shoes, where i msn alot, talk alot, go out alot. shop alot, too. well, i think i'm a great daughter, and i wouldn't mind my daughter being like this. hehheh.

this is going nowhere, right?

i want to photoshop myself a new blogskin. but i'm hesitant because God knows how the photoshop side of me has rusted into iron(III) oxide. or float away into non-existence.

so uhhuh, yeah, mm.
i'm just going to catch an episode and maybe hibernate more.


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you are fading awayyyyyy.
good.