haha, okay, i have no idea what that title is supposed to mean, but now i'm totally living in my sister's shoes. i'm using her tpc and using her earphones. it's like, now i know how it feels. haha, i know how weird it looks, but like, this is a small taste of heaven. seriously. if i had my own laptop, i would feel no restrictions whatsoever about updating my fanfiction. and i would buy coolio earphones too. because then people wouldn't know what i'm listening to. you're like totally living in your bubble.

and not to mention how i miss the sound of typing on a laptop's keyboard. it's just different from the noisy clacking of a desktop's keyboard. it just makes me realise how greedy human nature is. when i had a laptop, i could only go on about how i wish i had a desktop. and now. man, i hate regretting. but it's okay. now my sister has her tpc and i can borrow it whenever i want, as long as it's reasonable. and the days of me having my own laptop is not far off. maybe this year end? let's just see what laptop i want. PINK PINK PINK. :D

my house has wireless now. :D which will probably make this whole laptop business so much cooler. haha okay.

i've gone completely off topic because all these is not what i had in mind. what i wanted to blog about, is that i've decided that i'd go online tonight. yeah. because i've sort of finished the homework i assigned to myself today. so yeah. but it's still damn early and nobody's online. i hate it. waiting for everybody to come online-- makes me feel desperate and loser.

yeah okay whatever, i'm going to stop feeling loserish about this whole situation. going to go distract myself like Mildred. maybe plug Seashells into my ear and hum tunelessly. or watch a five-minute love story. or race around the block in my Beetle. or stun myself with bright flashes.

hm, is it just me or do i miss Fahrenheit 451?