got a new wallet! wasn't what i expected, because someone told me she'd buy the pink one. and it looked bigger in the picture. but i guess i should have kept those comments to myself, huh? because someone must've thought i was a selfish brat.

to which really annoys me. how many times have she credited me with helping her for homework? the times which i help her far exceeds the times she helps me and she's the one doing all the complaining? like, please open your eyes, thank you very much. just because i'm your older sister doesn't mean anything. you're the one who will always think i'm annoying disgusting smelly no matter what i do. nothing will ever be enough. i've stopped trying a long time ago. time for the 14 year old to realise that she isn't very 17.

SO ANYWAY. i like my new wallet, regardless of what a blood relation says. it has my name on it and many many times, my eyes just wonder over to it and traces the word "Audrey" on it. how many people have a wallet with their name on it? :D

and also, i've safely learnt and memorised the formula for solving the rubik's cube. i'm not going to say who taught me because she doesn't credit me much anyway. and to spite her even further. let her realise her own silliness. but i can't be showing off any time soon because the rubik's cube owner is territorial. like all lions are.

i haven't done my chinese homework because i suddenly don't understand what my notes mean. i took down painstaking notes to help aid me do it better, but all of a sudden, they don't mean anything. i hate it when that happens. and i can't do my physics cmap because i can't download it. he doesn't even allow us to draw it out! the annoyances of technology.

and do you know, i didn't even realise that the March holidays were marching closer! hahaha. i am looking forward to it, but even that is silly because we will all be piled under so much homework that we will have no time to rest and take a breather. if God ever allows it, i will never ever use my educational achievements to aid me in life. just to prove to myself and to nobody in particular, that i am able to survive without wasting a good 14 years of my life in school.

am also successfully boycotting a particular xanga and livejournal. i have no idea why i didn't start doing this earlier. then the details of her life wouldn't annoy the hell out of me. and even though her blogs are popular topics of conversation, well, i don't mind sitting out of those conversations. she's the evidence to me that opposites don't attract, because she ain't attracting me any time soon.

as much as i want to be a half-glass-full kind of person, life has been a pile of shit lately.
and the stench is killing me.