my heartbeat is racing like how it always does when i consume caffeine. but i got a decaf mocha ice blended! they didn't skinny it, and i added whipped cream. sinfullllll.

anyway, so TDD was okay. natalie wong lives up to her reputation of being in mep since she is able to write a song about TDD. not exactly write a song la. change the lyrics of Umbrella. damn funny.

and after school, me jacq sze and aunty dora went to Ah Mei Kaya Toast to have prata. hahaha. i introduced aunty dora to prata tissue and she says that it's nice to the extent that it should be treated like a dessert. i like introducing things that i like to people. like Honey Green Tea. and Twilight. <3

then jacq had to go off with aunty dora to fetch her sister so me and sze went off to coffee bean. where we basically slacked because i planned on doing my tuition homework, but i finished that in school earlier on. :D so we talked. i like talking. haha, i'm damn talkative. "like you can ever be cautious!"

youth jams tomorrow and sze's nervous. i'm not really nervous because, i don't know. i'm not nervous about meeting new people because i feel like it's a clean slate which i can paint my own personality on. it's just too bad if they don't like me. which is also why i don't like people who have preconceived judgements about me. i don't like them, but it doesn't bug me as much. i think i have a worrying deficiency, which might annoy certain peers. :/

then again. haha. chem test was okay today. i think this week is a relatively good week, especially since jacq's birthday became the highlight of the whole week. but i'm slightly worried about rushing all my homework on sunday because i wouldn't be doing much today. just my part of chimera project. then it's math tuition and bio project tomorrow. right, youth jams too. i don't know what to wear, so i think i'll let natw and sze help me decide. :D they're finally coming over to my house. i'll bet they'd be disappointed, but being the extremely nice people that they are, they'll be able to cough out some compliment. one way or the other. hahaha.

am i high? this is slightly worrying how i didn't have caffeinated coffee but i can feel the caffeine rushing through my blood. i'm damn full now and i don't think i'll have dinner. it's porridge; guess i'll eat a measly amount to satisfy my mom. sorry if i pissed you off today, sze wing! i guess i should watch my mouth sometimes. that's what happens when you don't think before you speak, when you're not cautious, when you don't self-censor. "oops i did it again"? haha.

imma bathe now. and maybe the cold water can jolt me awake. not that i'm very sleepy. but. OMG. hahaha i was so damn sleepy during english today!!! my worksheet was a mess because i kept dozing off and jerking awake. i couldn't even read what i was writing! there were ink splotches and weird jerky lines. hahaha. i've been feeling really drowsy in lessons nowadays, but i can't seem to find time to catch up on lost sleep. caffeine is not an option because it is addictive and unhealthy. what to do? right. off to bathing!

TA(: