and surprisingly, the only disgusting thing is Insomnia. seriously. i couldn't sleep last night! i had no idea why. i just couldn't. i don't know if the aircon wasn't cold enough, or if i wasn't comfortable enough. the weird thing is, random names of European countries keep popping into my head. i don't know if that's because of avril telling me her European adventures, or if i'm going crazy. "Salisbury", does it even exist?
finally, avril and i managed to do CIP yesterday. WOWEE, right? i know! and you know what else? IT WAS FUN. maybe avril didn't quite find it as fun as i did, but it's just me because i like boring stuff. i think that sitting in a office cubicle a whole day just filing and sorting and receiving calls exciting. which was also why i preferred Job Attachment to the Japan Sabbatical in the first place. seriously, i would have chosen JA if my mom allowed me to. yeap, you saw right. SHE FORBADE ME TO DO JOB ATTACHMENT. i'm not shouting. just a statement.
tuition. yes, that's today. i was feeling relatively crappy because of a book i just finished (and insomnia), but tuition totally cheered me up. surprisingly. okay, to justify everything, it didn't exactly cheer me up. i guess it just distracted me for a moment. fine, two hours. and then my cousin treated me lunch because he was nice and i had no money. he intimidates me with his towering build, but guess freakin' what? HE'S NOT THE TALLEST IN HIS CLASS. i swear he's 180++ cm. around 183. that's my guess. that's like yaoming, yo!
(no, STOP. let's not go there. i HAVE grown. you just can't tell when i'm standing beside him. not my fault.)
my sister's pmsing on me. i really hope for her own good that her period's coming, so she doesn't get it while we're in taiwan. i'm really excited and all psyched up. just yesterday night (during Insomnia), i thought up of another outfit. which i hope will look as good in reality as in my mind. i want a beanie too.
i can't find the eleventh episode of Gossip Girl!!! why?! why?!
i have found my favourite flavour of Ben&Jerry's. STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE. damn damn nice. there's the cheese taste and the strawberry taste and even the biscuit-y taste! now i know why there are people out there who worships them. i mean, how the hole do they come up with flavours like that? the best singapore can do is either the durian flavour or the chestnut flavour. do you see a... a... a Pancakes-with-butter-and-maple-syrup-flavoured ice cream? aha! maybe i should start fiddling around with icecream machines.
ANYWAY.
i have bought the materials needed for me to make my exclusive christmas cards. only 5 this year, and i'll send them off a day before i fly. maybe more next year, because it'll be after the o's and i'll miss everybody like crazy. i have the necessary addresses, except one. which i plan on getting soon. soon.
Scrambled Eggs at Midnight.
that book's nice. but really, really, really, how true can love be when you're 15? what are the chances that you see a stranger and immediately know that she's The One. and vice-versa. and again, what are the chances you'll ever see a passer-by (who sadly happens to be The One) a second time? a trillion people on Earth and you see maybe a million a day. isn't it ridiculous to see one in a million a SECOND time?
okay, whatever.
it's just a storybook, right?
it's just so predictable! i grunt in frustration. the female protagonist always has a prettier-than-myself best friend and thinks that she's ugly (LIKE ME). she claims that she would never ever get a boyfriend, but wants one (LIKE ME). then ohho, they bump into a random stranger, look up disorientated into the bluest eyes they've ever seen, fall in love with a complete stranger and proceed to toss around in bed. the next day, WALLAH, what do i spy with my little eye? LOVER BOY.
this kinda stuff would never ever happen to me. the best i'll ever get is maybe bumping into a blind person and with luck, he falls in love with my "OMG, I'M SO SORRY". but he'll never see me around, and i wouldn't want to see him around.
(excuse me, beggars have dignity too.)
i am dawdling and whining, i guess.
but that's because i'm bored.
please forgive me.
DID I MENTION THAT MY MATH TUTOR COMPLIMENTED ME TODAY?
she said that i'm actually (damn) clever, just that nobody's there to guide me along. and now that i do have a guide, she believes that with enough effort, i can SHINE. (i confess i inferred the previous sentence, but the meaning's the same. i didn't misinterpret anything.)
happy girl, signing off.
POOG.
