i've suddenly realised how the millions of things which i want to do and buy.

i'm not going to do the wish list thing because it'll make me feel like i'm just a materialistic bitch. so i'll do A List of Things I Want To Do.

A List of Things I Want To Do.

1. Learn how to draw.

a science student in France drew that. not even an art student. she drew the whole thing out herself with markers and then scanned it in. maybe slightly modified it with photoshop, but i'll bet the original would still wow many. i'm in love with her artwork. do have a look.

2. Play around with watercolours paintings.
the runny water effect is cool. i want to add that into my simple art of drawing girls. (see no. 5)

3. Set up a B&B in the future.
haha, i know this one sounds crazy, but i think it's cool. maybe i can be a nomad, moving from place to place, doing different things in different countries. maybe when i stop by the countryside of Italy or something, i can set one up beside someplace with a picturesque view. five rooms, maybe. so it wouldn't be hard to maintain.

4. Experiment with textiles and fabrics.
get a sewing machine and make my own little purses or stuffed toys. maybe it'll reach the stage where i can make my own clothes. maybe.

5. Go somewhere with my people.
you know the girls i'm always drawing? like my noritake plate. and this.

yeah, something i doodled in boredom. i've been to japan recently, you all know, and miss june brought us to little darling shops with such pretty hand-drawn art. like jeremy fulvimari and ado mizumori and hiromi sato. i'm not as artsy as them, but a girl can dream.

5. Take Hiphop/Breakdancing lessons.
i think breakdancing is cool, but even cooler when a girl does it. this taiwanese show i'm watching (not serial drama) has a 14-year-old spinning on her head like nobody's business. and doing cool poses upside down. i want my little girl to take up breakdancing. so she can wow people. and bash bullies up.

6. Start scrapbooking/ an art journal.
something which i orginally thought i would start after returning from the sabbats, but have been procrastinating so far. mainly because of the stupid 'earn your computer time' rule my mom set. i have quite some pretty paper left over and i bought Teen Vogue and a cool Japanese mag in Japan. they have such pretty and poetic pictures i can probably use in my art journals/scrap books.

7. Get a haircut.
i've been pinning up my fringe these past few days because it's absolutely hideous. 'nuff said.

8. Have my dream family.
which includes:
- a local husband (optional)
- a Japanese girl
- a Australian/Italian girl (i will almost be very sure as to name her 'Paris', however cliched it is. not Paris Hilton- Paris, but the city-Paris.)
- a Cambodian/Ethiopian girl (because i am very kind and charitable.)
however, i know that it is near impossible because if it were to be true, then i must have my first Japanese girl before i celebrate my 25th birthday. i can be the next Angelina Jolie. and of course, my girls will all go to MGS and proceed to be a legend.

9. Maintain this blog until the very day I die.
and they can all view my blog at my funeral, viewing my life from a teenager to an adult to a senior citizen.

10. Write my own lifestory.
because i would want to read it. and maybe it can be passed down from generations to generations. "oh look, mummy! is this how popo used to look like? i'm glad she became prettier. aren't you?"