i have been trying to study. i really really have.

today's chem remedial was horrible yet pleasant. horrible because it made me feel like the stupidest person to ever breath oxygen. and pleasant because i learnt new stuff and it was WORK.

today, i will
do chapter 1&2 of chem
and homework.

of course, homework comes first because i only always do homework a day before they're due. which also means that i'll have to push matrices 3 to friday. psh.

i'm having curry for dinner today! but here i am, eating strawberry-flavoured sour candy sticks. i'm a bad bad girl.

tomorrow's the geog day which i have been looking forward to. i hope i do not disappoint myself yet another time.

so far, i hate ss and physics. because they are the ones which i have been doing/studying so little of. and i do not wish to start memorising my throat away because it feels like a big waste of time. of course, i will have to start soon.

how i yearn for the day freedom is near again.