today was the nearest i ever had to an emotional breakdown caused by stupid stinking smelly Stress.

but it could also be due to my period causing mood swings which fluctuates drastically like a sine curve.

anyways, thanks and love goes out to jacq, sze, av and nat. for making me feel truckloads better and cheering me up. nicole and claire too, because they were irresistibly funny with their biology bicker. "okay, you are the tissue and i am the blood. i give you oxygen and then you give me.. eh? what do you give me? no! don't tell me. i know this, i know this!"

it was so shit la because i practically teared up everytime i see that stinking piece of bio practice paper. but whatever. it will happen no more. because i studied biology today.

in Jurong East Library! at Cafe Galilee. with an Iced Cappuccino with Caramel. it was the first time i drank coffee willingly! and the caramel didn't really help in reducing the strong coffee taste. but i drank it anyway. because i spent a whopping $4.90 on that.

i wrote notes and memorised. talked to myself a whole lot too. but whatever. it's a good study place, but it ain't my Zen place yet. i know i'll know when the time comes. it's just the feeling, you know? and the feeling ain't there yet. Yet.

and in case you think i've become some sort of bombastic vocabulary show-off girl, i have not. i'm just using my Dictionary.com Word of the Day words. to title my blogposts because i have nothing else i can title my blogposts with anyway. :D works out nicely. of course, if you want to have an enriched vocabulary like what i'm trying to have, then you can go and search up the words. if not, just continue pretending you know what they mean. or you can just heck care.

determinant of A-1 is (1/ad-bc)(d -b -c a).

and if you have studied it, you will know what the above means. so if you don't, you better get off the computer and start flipping through the math textbook fervently.

whatever, you probably won't do a single thing out of the many things i've instructed you to do. so i'm going to go to a place where people will actually listen to me.

yes, you're right.

In my dreams.