my study plans have been going downhill because i haven't really been abiding to it. sigh, i am ashamed to say that i did see this coming, just not so soon. ohwells, after oral tomorrow (which jacq told me is relatively easy), i will start compiling bio and physics notes. for the whole day. and then when i'm tired, i will attempt homework.

i think i will be able to manage some notes by the end of the day. although having a my laptop now will be so much more convenient because then i can go to Starbucks to type out notes with my ears plugged with earpieces. of course, there won't actually be music because i can't function with music. i can try, but i don't guarantee success. and don't give me that absurd glare, earpieces in your ears while studying is cool okay.

i'm so jealous that sze space wing can download hsm2 into her iPod video, which was incidentally given to her by her uncle. some people just get it all. really. but when i get my pink laptop, i will no longer be drooling over anything for a long long time.

okay. list time!

What I want, and in no order of desire.
. my pink VAIO CR laptop (for extremely obvious reasons that you have to be blind not to know)
. Hairspray soundtrack (because the songs are all unbelievably preppy and falsely cheerful. it's like hsm okay.)
. a new handphone (and mainly because my current handphone is not actually mine. i want a pink handphone, no surprise. but if i can't, a pristine white flip phone will do okay for me too.)
. the Audrey Hepburn painting in Ikea (which avril freakily mentioned in her blog, which reminded me about it. i was planning on hanging it on my room's wall if i ever move. but, you know, i should probably just forget it. and like what my sister said, i should stop getting obsessed with Audrey Hepburn.)
. wireless network within the house (this is serious, man. they conned me into buying a "wireless" modem connection which still needed to be wired. and when i tried configuring the modem with my laptop, ohho, it "supports first computers only". what the freak?)
. water-colour painting experiments? (don't want to have actual lessons, but i want to learn. haha, self-contradictory, but heck. i don't want a teacher teaching me art. i want to learn it for myself because then i am able to "think out of the box", if there even is one)


okay. that's it for making lists. i can't really make good lists. but i do have plans for after-exams now.
1) an art journal/scrapbook
2) a part-time job

i think i'll get a part-time job near my house at Bukit Panjang Plaza because i saw a sign the other time at a small cosy shop. i don't know what it actually sells but the cards on display caught my eye! and then i also have to consider the working hours and pay. after all, i want to work for my own money, but i don't want my holidays to be eaten up by work work work. please, a holiday's still a holiday!

and the art journal/scrapbook! sze wing introduced me to this livejournal community where people scan in their own art journals and then share it with the rest of the world. it's really raelly nice. there are some which i liked and then there were the ones which were crap. some were impressive, but not my style. i'm not sure if i can pull off an "art journal" per say because technically, i can't really draw or paint or tear pictures out of mags. just putting random pretty paper together. that's more of scrapbooking, right? but then i'll have to think about what to scrapbook about. hoho.

so there.

and YOU KNOW WHAT? my mom told me that the government raised the age limit for driving to 21 insted of 18! which means that we'll all be old old adults by the time we even get to sit for the theory exams! like, ew! i was so looking forward to being able to drive by the age of 19! my mom said that i could start the driving exams at 18. and if i really do get the driving license, my parents might just buy me a small car.

all that smashed by smelly people. i could have shown off my small cute tiny car to peers when in uni or something. but now, not any more. that's sickening. real sickening.

i know! i just realised that i can probably buy my art supplies in japan! they have real cute and intricate stuff. and since miss tan is a relatively arty person, she can recommend! yes yes yes.

there is hope in this world after all.

P.S. i took my weight using the weighing scale located in jacq's bathroom today. and guess what? i supposedly lost 1 kg! (jacq's mom said that it was accurate, f,y,i.)

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Calories consumed today: 1220