because i haven't done any studying or revision throughout this day. even though i picked up a little from doing the chem Metals assignment, that does not validate as an excuse.

however, i can wring my hands and tell you that i went to take my IC photo today and it STINKING LOOKED LIKE I WAS ABOUT TO GET BEHEADED.

it's worse that a mug shot.

really. i'd rather hold this sign which says "biggest loser on Earth" and then flaunt the finger, compared to PINNING MY BANGS UP!!!!

shyit. yes. i have dropped my bomb. maybe not my one and only bomb. but that's a bigass nuclear bomb. i flipping pinned my bangs up.

the thing is, my parents already warned me that they might ask me to do that because my bangs are covering my eyebrows and the government somehow wants to uglify everybody by requesting to see their eyebrows clearly. i bet some minister gets turned on by eyebrows, that's why.

but shit, i freaking obeyed that stupid smelly aunty when she asked me to pin up my fringe!

i told my parents before that i wouldn't do it!

actually, i told them that i would cry in front of that aunty if she passed me a hairband and forced me to prop ALL my bangs up with the ends sticking out, thus making me look worse that the "biggest loser on Earth". because then i'd be the "biggest UNFASHIONABLE loser on Earth WITH A SHINY FOREHEAD".

i am very agitated. every time i think of it, i clench my fist mentally.

not only that. THEY MADE ME CHANGE MY GLASSES!!!!!

shyit! i'm freaking sorry that i'm as blind as a bat and can't actually see without my glasses. so, thanks a lot ah, aunty, for handing me that flimsy piece of rusty wire!!!

i wasn't looking at the camera. really, i wasn't. it looked like i was going to be beheaded and i could't bear to smile at the camera, and thus i bared my teeth at some yellow gorilla in the far distance.

and thus in conclusion, my IC picture SUCKS.

and it will stay with me till i am 30.

i will paste a neoprint over it. i will. there's nothing the government can do about that. not like they can hire bus conductors to knock at houses during random times to check my IC. they can't.

my gosh, i am so mad! i, am, so, mad! i wanted to do this properly, but i can't. shitit.

okay. i am going to calm down long enough to report to you that i have finished chem Metals and my math Matrices 2 assignment. and often when i use the word "finish", i actually mean that it is "finished according to my current mental capacity".

i still have ss, chinese summary and philo.
philo; meet online.
ss; at 8.
chinese; after philo.

oh.
i handed in my MGROCS journal (finally!!!!) today. i was quite reluctant with parting with it. funny. but oh wells, i can stop thinking about perfecting it now.

szewing has new specs which are pretty.
szewing has a MGROCS journal which is pretty.
szewing is pretty.
but szewing is blind.
someone open her already-big eyes, please.

new blogskin.
which i am risking a lawsuit because the deviantartist had a disclaimer. but not for this particular picture. so i'm not sure. in any case, i creditted her. go check her out. her stuff are really good. avril will agree, if she saw the psychopath photoshoot. i thought that was really good. but not quite my style. :D