the title's dedicated to avril (if she sees it). i think she'll know what i mean. :D
today's events in a nutshell:
skit
free period
heart-to-heart sharing
vigorous squash workout
disappointment
agitation
annoyance?
excitement
ECLIPSE
sudoku
library
macdonalds dinner
longan specially peeled for me
okay, i ran out of things so everything is as equally random as me. i promised my mom that i'll do homework before watching supetnatural, so maybe i'll do social studies later.
grades suck like anything. L1R5 of a flipping 21. the world is coming to an end. i don't know why i'm strangely calm about entering a jc or not. i don't even know if i want to go into university. you can go all 'touchwood!' on me, but i'm just sayin'.
avril said i've been updating alot lately. maybe i am. making up for lost time?
i want somebody to connect my mind to a computer. i want my life to be written into a light-hearted novel so everybody will know what i'm going through. i want Time to stop, Time to slow, Time to fast-forward.
i want to be truly happy.
/edit/
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITake mushroom.
i can't find that freaking piece of worksheet!!!!!!!!!!
have i mentioned how i hate myself?
//edit//
reading nicole chan's blog totally cheered me up.
1) i remembered about her $20 000 violin and it inspired me, in a warped way-- that people are actually willing to spend 20 000bucks on a violin BECAUSE OF PASSION. although i admit i'm blown away by the sheer price, i'm still proud of our nicole chan.
2) SHE NAMED HER VIOLIN!!! i thought that giving a name to one's musical instruments is just some weird habit by Natalie Wong! and then here comes nicole chan who announces how she has named her new violin 'nicholas' due to her excitement. extremely amused, i read the tags to see how the world reacted to that. ALAS, ahma said that her viola has a nicer name.
so maybe my mom was smart on two accounts on not letting me become a musician.
BUT. she reminded me about how SHE FINISHED LIT ESSAY AND SOCIAL STUDIES already. but i shan't try to be depressed. even though it's really hard. i must hang in there! and since i'm so bored now by the sudden change in plans (no more social studies to do, remember?), i think there will be much more edits coming up. :D
