that was said by Heraclitus. but the real and original words which fell from his mouth were
Nothing endures but change. how true. small change and big change. i let the small changes guide me and the big changes to alarm me. i chart the big changes and guess the small changes. i remember the big changes and forget the small changes.
but now, i wish i was blind to changes.
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i'm sorry, avril dear, for not trusting in you when you said that Heymath! was due at 1100PM. really sorry. not that i don't trust you and trust whoever else. sometimes, it's just the sudden realisation that my academic life is a huge bowl of ugly. sorry sorry sorry. i don't know; just feel that i've disappointed you in many aspects.
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okays then.
lit was slack because miss tan didn't come to school because she was sick. library was limb-numbingly cold and i almost felt like i had to hack off my hands to save myself. 1340 AND SCHOOL'S OVER.
lunch. then homework session at the bamboo courtyard with jacq. finished math journal and did a little of physics. then heart-to-heart chat about every single thing under the sun. laughs, worries; the wind blew them all away.
then our respective ccas-- and we go work out. running and sweating and exercising, all for ridding our body of unwanted fats. urk.
after cca, i hitched a ride from jacq to the sterling busstop. her problem is solved and shelved away, but not mine. if only i have a sms to solve anything and everything. but jacq helped buckets. thanks, you lucky pig! ii lurbexx euu worxzxzx. ;D
waited for bus and craned my neck at every single yellow bus. 171; squinted eyes bright up because i'm finally going home! thank God for empty seat which i plop on tiredly. two girls board the bus and one of them looks like she could be tam mei's older sister. does tam mei have a older sister? i don't know. but some of that girl's gestures remind me of sbc's beloved ttm.
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i was planning to read Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close before doing homework. but now that i'm on the computer, i realised the amount of homework i have but thought i didn't.
heymath,
xiaolaoshi,
overdued chinese,
anything else?
i'm not tired now, but i will be. generally wary of Life, i guess.
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lent Julia and Jacq Twilight. New Moon's with Liana. i see Twilight and New Moon all around, and even though they might not be mine, i still feel happy that people are reading it and learning how to love it. Eclipse is coming out on the 7th August. it would make a great present, but i'm buying the first edition with my own money. which means that if you have no idea what to buy me for my birthday, different editions of Twilight OR New Moon will suffice nicely. i don't even care if i have the exact same copy as the one you bought me. the more the merrier! <3
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so yes. heymath and xiaolaoshi beckons. overdued chinese is screaming, but i'm learning how to block it out; something i really shouldn't be doing. damn. i should've brought it along today, so jacq can teach/force me to do it.
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i'm so pleased with myself! i finished heymath right after i blogged. 9/15. so i wasn't as good at emath trigo as i thought i'd be. but oh well, this just means that i'll have to study more. and guess what?! i don't think i mind. and after heymath, i went to do THE OVERDUED CHINESE HOMEWORK. god, i am so so so pleased! and happy.
so this is what it feels like to be hardworking! although i think i have another overdued chinese homework, i don't really mind that much now. i'm still on the high of completing my extremely extremely overdued chinese homework!!!
and of course, i settled the xiaolaoshi thing beautifully. i think i'm quite prepared (actually, no. who am i kidding?!) and excited (YES! zomgomg.) for xiaolaoshi.
AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
S U P E R N A T U R A L !!!!!!!!!!!
blater.
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stupid. my mom woke up and caught the three of us watching supernatural in the dark. dammit. there's still half an hour left to go. ohwell. i shall ask avril about the rest of the show tomorrow.
i forgot how i loved my ugly sam! and how dean's voice is the nicest and un-cringey male voice ever. and yes, avril, i noticed his long eyelashes. yayyay. i'm going to go read until 1045PM and then i'll sleep.
GOODnight, everybody. sleep sweet!
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"You're extremely beautiful."
"Thanks."
"Can we kiss?"-Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close
