happy
because oral is finally over! and even though i know i screwed the passage-reading, i think my conversation saved my pathetic oral skills. i was so pleased with the encouraging smiles and nods which the two kind examiners provided. i made sure to keep eye contact and to smile at all times.

i don't think i'm pretty, but if you know how to, it's actually very easy to charm adults. i don't usually 'charm', the more appropriate term would be 'boot-lick' or 'suck up'. you choose one. but still, i got what i wanted. i think.

and for sze's sake, the topic:
schools have been punishing students, who did wrong, by caning them in public (in front of entire school). what are your views?

i did have views because it sorta happened in my primary school before. and I Not Stupid helped. who knows a movie can teach, right?


jealous
just when i think emily cannot get any prettier than she already is, she outdoes herself and surprises the whole of planet Earth.

she went for a haircut and has bangs now! gosh, i'm so happy for her. she's seriously pretty now! she looks like Jolin, and as much as she might not like that, i think that's a compliment because Jolin's my favourite singer. she's extremely pretty too, okay! i'll give you pictures since 'seeing is believing'.

gosh, google hung on me for the longest time ever and i'm frustrated at how there is a lack of pictres of Jolin with bangs. dammit.

then i shan't post any pictures. and even if i did, nobody would appreciate her. everybody's all westernised nowadays and think that chinese singers are the worst possible human beings on Earth. irks me sometimes, but i've learnt to look past that.


free
i'm going to slack the rest of this night away. i may regret later on (tomorrow) because i've learnt to complete math worksheets every night. so i won't be able to slack. but that's not the point. the point is that oral is over and audrey's a free girl!


restless
i want a change in my hairstyle. stupid emily la. but i think my current fringe suits me the best. i'm not brave enough to try bangs because i don't think i can pull it off. and other than bangs, there's nothing else to try or change. this is depressing. i'm going to look the same in ten years' time, plus and minus the wrinkles. or maybe i'll seek professional advice when i go trim my hair. i want to cut my fringe a little shorter. and then i'll ask them about bangs and all.

just try not to laugh or whatever when i turn up in school looking like an anteater ate up my fringe.


reluctant
because i have to say goodbye now.