i can't even think of a better title.

anyways. yes, today is saturday. this is significant because i lose track of time during holidays. there used to be my watch to reel me back in when i fly too far out, but i don't know where it went to. i think it's exploring my house. or vacationing in Hawaii. anywhere but on my left wrist. in case it's reading this, i don't miss it-- my watch tan is gone: HAH!

i'm sorry to hear about your loss, nat. i know how it feels like. i didn't even know how important my handphone was in my life. and it's sad that i only realise it after it's gone. ): my father wants me to get a new cheapo phone. but i'm not sure. it's either a okay-looking flip phone, or nothing.

hell. it's a saturday! you know, a weekend??? why the heck am i worrying about homework? why the heck am i thinking if i should finish up scenario? why the heck am i not enjoying my saturday???

i am going crazy.

BUT let's talk about the happy things.

i went to cineleisure with jacq on thursday night to watch a street fest, which emily's performing in. i dressed up so kiddy that day! it's like jacq growing up faster than i am. i feel like pulling her arm and telling her, "no. grow up my pace." which is what she does when i walk too fast, except "grow up" should be replaced with "walk". now, it's within me to walk slowly-- too slowly.

but it's good. she's looking prettier and prettier each time i see her. and this can be proved by the amount of attention she's getting. ;)

anyhow. we ate at Yoshinoya. and by the time we finish, there was still one and a half hours to o8ooPM, which is the supposed time of emily's performance. poor jacq had been shopping on heels for four whole hours before that, so we just sipped iced lemon tea and talked. it felt nice; catching up and just chatting. and before we knew it, 0800PM rolled around. we got up from our cozy seats, warmed by our hot butts, and went to the stage area.

we saw emily's mum on our way there and had a little chat too. aunty betty got a haircut and permed her hair. a nice change.

then we saw emily, all changed out from her shirt&fbts and into her costume. all made up too! she looked like such a young girl. :D

she informed us that her performance started at 0845PM and lasted for only four minutes. so we better get there in time, or we'd miss it. but i wouldn't miss it for anything.

so 0845PM came. me and jacq were so excited about seeing emily dance, and when she did, i didn't feel that stomach-tightening sensation. which meant that she danced good! she executed the moves so well, it looked like it just came to her. maybe she should have a little more power, because emily's always so soft. but other than that, she was fab!

we took pictures with the star later on and then she had to go. we parted after a group hug, not sure when is the next time we'd ever see each other.

jacq got a ride home from my dad and now i know the name of her new condo! :D i haven't seen the interior of her house yet, but i'm sure it'll be great. makes me want to move. :/

well, there's nothing else to do because my sister's hogging the television, watching some Goong extras. gah. saturdays in the holidays seem to have lost its significance, compared to normal school days.

i'm a bitter girl.

(oh yes! natwong! get your xanga quick. i think i might get one too, but only after you get yours. so hurry! can't wait to experiment with the layout :D

and of course, i offer my deepest condolences for/to your handphone.)