i don't know, really. everyday has its ups and downs. and i can't really remember if today is an up-day or a down-day. i shall conclude that at the end of this post.

down: every time i finish a meal, my stomach hurts like there's a knife stabbed right through. i'm serious. which is why i had to hunch, because when i straighten up, the knife digs deeper into my stomach. then it gradually goes away... until the next meal comes. it's so sickening. i hope it's only because of my period.

down: math test was a goner. so is my english common test. for math, i freakin' invented my own rules. i bet mr yeo's going to kill me if he marks them. poor thing, i hope he capable of inferring from my lousy mark that i gagneedgag him. and english test. please, anything's that got to do with her kills me.

down: we gave our YEAH! poster a grand opening, only to be slammed with criticisms. i'm totally fine with that, like totally. criticisms are good. they help you improve. and improvement is good. i really shouldn't be telling myself that they're jealous. because they have absolutely no need to be. i mean, so what's it's nice and pretty? the reader won't be able to tell a single thing. this is why we have to improve. and improve we shall!

okay. i'm just going to stop here. i can't think of a up event. other than the fact that i'm breathing the same air as all my beloved friends. oh!

up: natw sat beside me for chinese and geog today. she makes the boringest lessons so interesting! especially testing her for chinese oral. don't you worry, natalie wong! i'm sure you'll do just fine. in fact, you'll do VERY fine! and this is the truth and nothing but the whole truth. :D

up: literature assignment is extended. okay, so it's not exactly extended. you just get one mark deducted if you hand it in on tuesday. everybody's fine with that. even me. what's one mark, right? yeah, i just lurrrve the way you think!

gimme 23 seconds to go blow my nose. starting from... NOW.

i'm back! i'm back. and all within 15 seconds. i am so proud of myself.

okay, so today's just an average day lah. nat wong said the sweetest thing to me ever and for that, i will be eternally grateful to her.
she said that she likes how everybody seemed to like what i bring to school, picking up my purse and new pencil case for emphasis.

now, isn't that just about the sweetest thing someone could ever say to you? i hope she isn't embarrassed that i mentioned this on my blog. i forgot how my blog is like an embarrassing mother brought out in the open. someone lock me up!

okay, so i wanted to talk about other stuff too. but it seems like i can't really address stuff on my mind on my blog because they're just really weirded out thoughts. it's the kind where you give me a are-you-serious look and then say "no, it's just you." when i ask if you share the same feelings as me. it happened before to me! which is why i write in my journal once in a while. to write down stuff which i can't write down on my blog.

but this is also why i want a xanga. this blog can't take an extreme makeover all of a sudden because i've set the atmosphere for this blog a long time ago. it's not meant to be serious and thought-evoking. it's supposed to be pointless and crappy, so that when people don't want to think about anything (or if they're just plain bored), they can come here, knowing that audrey wouldn't fail them with her endless crap!

a new blog will solve this problem. but then a new problem arises. i need a name for my xanga. and it has to be cool or i wouldn't like it after some time. i love 'pinkarynique' regardless of how you can't pronounce it. and i need to find another name to love if i want a xanga. that's what i've been doing lately. unfortunately, words don't just come to me suddenly when i'm eating some sort of yoghurt. in fact, words never come to me willingly. and thus i conclude that i still haven't found a right/good word combination. SIGH.

i do wonder how long it'll take for the right/good word combination to come. it seems to be taking forever. and forever is too long!

OH AND JACQ? I JUST SAW THE PICTURES YOU WANT ME TO SEE ON THE BLOG WHICH YOU WANTED ME TO GO. tell you more tomorrow. :D

i want to keep on blogging and blogging, but i have to go pick out an outfit for lovemg. and then do chem. and then write in my journal.

so that's for now. loveyou!