it feels as if i have no homework, but how UNTRUE that is. i'm rushing english presentation now, but am waiting for claire to finish up the introduction, so i can link and conclude.

wells, i got back my lecture pad back today and i think that whatever that i wanted to blog about it no longer valid, considering how i was just planning on refuting every point Ms Bong made during philo. i was just in that mood to do such a pointless thing.

we had the health check up today and i don't have to take the jab, thanks goodness.

it's DJW and the pastor is super funny! "seat down if you woke up earlier than 5.30 this morning" and almost half the population of teachers seat down. so funny! he came up with all the other absurd "seat down if" but i guess that helped in the warming up. too bad emily's in nj, i bet she would've fallen head over heads for him! emily, he's married with a son already! there goes your eyecandy, huh?

i feel so weird everytime a person mentions my name on her blog, or praises me. maybe i'm strange in that way, but that's just me. i feel ridiculous whenever someone says i look pretty. i feel ridiculou when they say they like my hair. i've always seen myself in this negative black light, so it's just weird when there's something good said about me. i never thought myself to be pretty, especially so when i'm surrounded by girls who are all so wonderfully beautiful.

i do feel happy when someone says i'm funny, because that means that i've succeeded in making her laugh. that's a good thing. laughter's such a beautiful sound, it should be heard more often.

oh wells. chinese ciyu test tomorrow and i haven't started revising for it. neither have i done newsweek. guess i'll rush newsweek during recess tomorrow (since there's nothing nice to eat) and i can go study for the chinese test after this blogpost.

which reminds me, today's the first time in a long long while that i went online and APPEARED online! i used to just appear offline even when i go online because i thought that nobody wanted to talk to me and i didn't want to talk to anybody. but i went online today because of the english presentation. i felt pleasantly busy with the multiple conversations going on at the same time. and how my fingers fly over the keyboard, sometimes making little mistakes. then i realise how i miss talking online.

i find that there are less and less things for me to do whenever i'm using the computer. i have absolutely no idea what i did when i was in sec one. i would spend hours and hours on the computers, visiting blogs and whatever. but now, that's all done in a matter of MINUTES! that's how pathetic i've become. then i go play Solitaire. honestly, i think i may be a pro in Solitaire someday if this keeps up.

well, have i mentioned how i've improved in life? nevermind. you wouldn't want to hear me drone on. so i shall be good and go off now. that way, i spare you the agony of reading my posts, and i let myself study chinese! marvy marvy.

lovelove.