today is such a slacky day. and i think that's the problem with me; i always slack twice as much after being hardworking.

and for your information, i was hardworking! i stayed back until 6 to complete my physics file. i accomplished that mean feat with jacq. it didn't exactly feel like a great accomplishment because i was sweating lots with cookies in my pocket. but still. i felt like i actually did something right for the first time in a long while.

i don't feel like doing any homework tonight. i know there are several homework due tomorrow. maybe i'll research for pictures of emokids (that's the issue i'm addressing for english) and that's it. all the math and the letter and the physics, i'm leaving it as it is. i'm enjoying the rest of tonight, hopefully without Solitaire taking up the most of it.

i'm feeling relatively happy as i reflect through today. there was the much appreciated fun as we went through the stress of physics file. it's so ironic how we bonded over physics. we shared files, helped one another out, talked and laughed. we greeted teachers "good afternoon" and avril was dubbed 'cute' by one of the nice but unknown teachers. we stood outside the staffroom, face plastered into the gap between the two doors, pining for the cold air to touch our face. we held on to doors when teachers left and played delightfully with the air-con.

in fact, i feel like i actually like ms cheong now that the fuss of the physics file is over and done with.

the rest of my household is so pleasantly quiet. no shouting fests, no fist fightings. just the night silence and breathings. my dad's sleeping, my mom's reading a newly-bought book, my sister's doing her homework with music plugged into her ears, my brother's drawing attentively and i'm, here, blogging while snacking on my beloved pink smarties.

i got through the first day of school with my fringe and i think it's okay now. i still care that it's too short. but if my friends accept it, then why shouldn't i?

i thought i should come up with a list of people i can actually talk to in class, in no particular order:
. avril
. sze wing
. nat wong
. claire tan
. claire chong
. jaime liew
. charlene
. larissa
. jing ning
. jong
. joanne loo loo
. candice
. sandra
. pauline
. jaclyn
. nicole
. liana

that's 17. wow, so i'll just have to work on 9 more people! being able to talk to anybody in class is my ultimate goal. it makes me feel like we're actually an actual class if everybody was able to talk to anybody. don't you think so? keep the cliques, i don't mind. that's the beauty of it all. having special friends, but everyone else is a close friend. i think that'll make anybody feel warm and fuzzy. and when we reach that state, maybe we'll stop thinking so much about our 2t/2g.

wellwell, enough of this unaudrey talk. i shall move on to talk about what happened in school today generally.

we had chapel first, where jong and looloo led in worship. there were some PA problem and they couldn't use the mikes. i didn't go for the DJW talk thingy. i received a booklet and a bible though.

and then it was chinese, when we got back our test. i passed! not very glamorously, but i'm really just happy that i passed. i don't think my mom would be pleased by the results, but it's chinese, so i think she'd be that much affected.

biology was fun as usual. only that Mr Tay told us to lighten up. oh, and not to mention the fact that he outright told us that he preferred 3G to us because they were "more fun". that was the only part which made me glare at him in soreness. i detest it when teachers compared us. 3t's 3t. 3g's 3g. you just don't compare apples with oranges. it's simply not done. just because we're all under the big family of SBC, doesn't mean that we're the same.

okay, i'll have to chill. my pink smarties are disappearing at a much faster rate than they're supposed to be. ah freak, i might as well stop chewing on them. but before i put them back into the fridge, here are some facts about my pink smarties.

1) they're referred as "milk chocolate in a crisp sugar shell" on the tube.
2) they contain energy, protein, carbohydrates, fibre, sodium, salt and most importantly, FATS. oh whatever, i already prepared myself mentally when i pleaded my father to buy it. hello, it's PINK and it's chocolate. perfect!

okiedokes. hold on while i deposit them where they should be rightfully. yay. i'm back, after drinking lots and lots of water.

... kay, actually just half a cup. but i'm contented enough with the fact that my self-discipline's finally cooperating with me after years and years of hibernation.

and when i placed my pink smarties back, i realised how my family's honestly stocking up on junkfood. recently, my family has this adoration for waffles and pancakes. so now, we have everything to go with it. at first it was just ice cream. then we bought maple syrup. then we bought whipped cream. and now, there's Hershey's Chocolate syrup.

and just like what they do in shows, me and my sister sometimes eat the whipped cream raw, freshly sprayed out. it's delicious and extremely sinful. but the good side: you get sick of it after a while. so you don't go on and on eating that whipped cream non-stop.

my goodness. just look at me digress!

bttp. we were at bio, right? okay, on to lit. we had two sweets to suck on (all thanks to melinda and tam mei) while unpacking prose. we haven't done prose in ages and although it was fun, i didn't like prose because there were very limited space for me to annotate in. i like writing lots and lots in different coloured pens (colour coded according to days). when i'm, i mean, we're finally done with a poem, i feel so accomplised. one of my little pleasures in unpacking poetry.

right, then i hurriedly walked back to class and went for recess. recess was kinda sparse with only claire and jaime then avril and sze. it's usually packed! but it didn't really matter since i had to rush back to class for last minute work. chinese questions. i finished that up and handed it in with charlene before heading for the chem labs.

i broke the crucible! first the lid, then the thing itself. it was an interesting experiment, and i love chem practicals nowadays. we get to interact with so many different chemicals and apparatus. it lasted nicely for one hour and 20 minutes. then math rolled around.

nothing much there. just going through some graphs then doing practices. it's one of the homework. but nah. that's what early mornings are for, right? rushing work. ;D

ms cheong came in and gave us a scolding. i was quite angry and peeved at her, but it's so funny how i'm not anymore. maybe she had a valid reason? dunno. i just knew that i was suddenly eager to get to chinese.

alas, we had this lecture from laoshi too! i remember thinking to myself if ms cheong and laoshi planned this beforehand. she nagged at us for quite some time before we went through the rest of the ciyu test.

quick lunch and a mad rush of physics corrections. then the bonding started without anybody realising. memories are great and useful tools.

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wellwell, this has been a nice and long post. i'm aware i said the exact same thing in the last post, but i really feel extra happy whenever i complete a nice and long post. maybe it makes me feel like i haven't changed much from the past?

whatever it is, today gets 3 loves, for being sheer magic.

lovelovelove.<3