i wrote out some stuff which i could blog about, but the mood's all wrong now. so maybe next time. OR i can put it into my last letter? hm. i shall see.

avril lee's catchparagraph today.
"on the third day, God created dinosaurs and the homosexuals. Amen."

if you really feel like laughing, get her to say it. but you'll eventually die after she repeats herself 93502730672067839 times. good luck, you'll need it.

sze got her hair straightened and we finally see her fringe in school for the first time this year! wowie. and oh, sze's secretly a hokkien. pronounce the following, "sup sze." it sounds hokkien, right? i know! i discovered it by accident and now i call her supsze only when i feel like being annoying. but that's not often, because i'm such a nice girl. :D

chemtest was a no go. comment i wrote down there: PLEASEletmepass. and i hope it comes true. my mcq is so so screwed. i hope jacq manages to save my paper.

claire tan. my seating partner, claire tan, got a little feverish today. i think i was pressurizing her to go back home too much. but she's a lovely girl who always go crazy with me, so i hope she'll recover fast. if you come to school tomorrow, you better be feeling 100%! or i'll fuss over you like a grandmama.

i'm blogging now because i don't think i'd have the time to later. at night, i'm going to print my desalination research out in purple ink, then do newsweek, then finish up my chapter six. i HAVE to do all these by today. it's a test for my self-discipline. i hope she doesn't fail the only test i've given to her outright in 14 years. (don't embarrass me, you thing.)

it's so sad; i've noth--

OH. i got back my times assignment. the one with the Mildred and Clarisse character analysis and the whole influence Montag thingamajig. yeah. i didn't do very well for that. :( i mean, it shoudl be expected, but i was in no mental state at that point of time because she just returned it to us suddenly. AND she gave us another timed assignment after going through the M&C thing. if i'm not wrong, it's a whole level thing and she's going to scold me more because i was in absolutely no mood to do it. i didn't address the question and was not answering it at all. i wasn't even sure i knew what i was writing about. it's the kind where you ask me what i'm eating and i tell you all about the importance of having three meals a day punctually. I JUST DIDN'T MAKE SENSE.

woah. i'm so worked up. think i shall leave it here and go bathe.

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i've been thinking, ever since the EW talk, how do i want to impact my readers. what's my blog for? is there a purpose?

i remember answering that before, but i said that it was for memory's sake. i don't think i'm doing that anymore because i no longer have detailed writings about my day or any particular outing.

and then i realise that it's really sad that i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging.
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