there was a spotcheck today and i only managed to move my badge slightly higher up. i didn't get booked for anything though. i'm a good girl(:

well, tomorrow's cross and i'm walking all the way. i actually ran last year and earned one point for my house. this year, i'm just going to walk. depending on whether i find someone to walk with or not.

and then, i think i'm just going to go home right after that. one whole day of nothingness. that's actually pleasure, how amazing. it used to be categorized under "boredom". look at the fast speed we're running at, without realising it? okay, maybe eeleng realised that earlier than any of us. she said that it was hard to slow down, because even if you do, it's just a small small pleasure before running harder to catch up. well, unknowingly, i think i'm actually lagging behind everybody else. when am i going to run harder to catch up? now, that's the question.

but other than that, today was survivable, considering how i'm able to blog here. the lit blog is so active! miss tan really should be a blogger. she's always having quirky ideas in that small head of hers. even though she uses her wide range of vocabulary during blogging, i actually enjoy reading such cheem posts, even though i don't understand any of it. it just makes me feel smart that i'm reading such stuff, yet stupid because i don't understand at all.

i though devotions nowadays can actually apply to me. but in what way, i'm not elaborating. i don't want to elaborate and find out, anyway. it becomes an extra emotional burden when you find out more. ignorance is truly bliss.

well, maybe i can even start on march holidays homework tomorrow! so i won't be so loaded and burdened during the hols. i'll try, i'll try. maybe i'm sick of forever trying, but that's just one thing that i hope i will never give up on. at least not now.

i'm going to reply an email now. and until then, please stay happy.