i am so screwed.

as we all know perfectly, we have a marvelous social studies STRUCTURED ESSAY QUESTIONS test tomorrow, right?

but guess what?

i just HAD to go and leave my social studies textbook in school. i am so dead, i am so dead. my only comfort is the fact that social studies is after recess, but i really do not see how i can cram so many facts into my dense brain in so little time. i really don't.

but that aside, my day was fine today, with the exception of the math test, of course. i missed out question 2 totally and i saw five marks flying out of range. there goes my target mark of 15. of course, i striked away 15 and replaced it with a 10; i'm contented with just passing.

also, i'm going to skip library tomorrow for philo. i promised jingning that i'm going to work my butt off for this philo and that i'm going to give it my all. that's exactly what i'm doing. i have only skipped library with no valid excuse for... two times including tomorrow, i think. the rest, i have skipped aplenty, but all with valid excuses. OH YES, i just realised that i get to skip library again next week since there's the heritage tour. see? whaddya tell you about sec3 life?

i mean, other that the not-rocking (by now, you should know that whenever i mean "don't rock" or "not rocking", i actually mean the S-four-letter work. rhymes with "luck"?) part. yup, that it allows me to skip library! goody.

yayyay. the weekend is coming and after this week, all will be well again!

and i'm mentally healthy again!!!

you should've noticed that by now. my posts are long again and i'm no longer so emo. i realise how i don't seem to "hate" certain people anymore. i think it's just my moodswing at that point of time which altered my perspective. but nobody's tagging. which makes me wonder what made me put the tagboard back up. tag, people! (you better be grateful that i'm annoying you to tag me. because i only do that when i'm unemo.)

hahaha. i'm emotionally blackmailing me with my emoness! that's so WEIRD.

i've changed the font to Georgia. as in, as i am typing this, it is still the tiny font. but i've decided to change the font to Georgia, so when you read this post, you will most likely read it in the Georgia font.

i've decided that i'm not going to do Philo now. i've finished my first point and i need to work on my second point. but i think i shall work on that second point with Jingning during Philosophy tomorrow. surprisingly, it's actually not because i want to slack. it's because i want to discuss stuff with her. and she has always been one who has a way with words, so she can help in that area. i prefer oral discussions. don't you find them so beneficial? like on my way home today, i was on the bus with jingning and we discussed about philo slightly. i quite liked how we discussed, as in me being able to understand everything and actually contributing, so i'm going to do that in philo tomorrow. i think jingning is very nice. you people better be nice to her.

well, i've changed alot after the whole emo thing. i can actually see the better side of things now. much much easier than when i was emo. i can hold proper conversations with claire&claire, not to mention the avril in front of me.

speaking of avril, she seems to be able to remember every single embarrassing moment in my life in mg. i have no idea why. there was another Incredibly Embarrassing Embarrassing Moment today, but i'm not telling what happened. it was really really embarrassing, i tellya. avril was laughing her stomach off at me. and i went super red i could feel heat radiating from my cheeks. (that's how i usually tell whether i'm red or not.)

okay, switching subject.

i got autographed books of Yong Shu Hoong! he's quite a lovely guy and i think that this talk was much better than the Paul Tan talk in many aspects. now, i owe avril $22.20. i feel so in debt, like how she feels so broke.

have i told you guys that i'm getting braces? that's major change 1. i have a major change 2, but that would be a secret temporarily. you'll just have to see the major change 2 for yourself. :D

ohright, i also want a laptop and a ipod. the ipod, i don't want it to be a Nano. i'm going to share with my sister, since she updates her handphone's mp3 quite often, so she can have the honour of adding MOST songs into the ipod. the laptop, i think i'm not going to see it for quite a while. the ipod too, since i'm saving money for braces and my sister's saving money for a video cam which she wants (more than the ipod, sadly). my mom says that we have to support my sister's interest in such stuff (you know, taking pictures and videos), so she actually allows my sister to buy the video cam, as soon as she had enough money. she's in Crescent, so that means she's also going to get her PC tablet quite soonish.

talking about such materialistic stuff is making me feel bad, extremely bad. well. it's ten already. and i think i should go slack for a while before charging fullsteam ahead tomorrow. i haven't quite forgotten about how screwed up i am for SS.

till then, lovelovelove.