callooh, callay. oh, frabjous day!

it has been a long time since i last used that, but i think it is totally appropriate now. i have finally finished my philo term paper!!!

oh yes! i'm so happy, nothing can bring me down. well, maybe except if someone told me that the philo term paper is not finished. but that's not going to happen. cos it's finished! done! complete!

insert long contented sigh here.

i hope i get more free time, now that i'm done with the term paper. oh, do we have mid-years? because my sister's are coming up in one month's time and i was wondering. i mean, we don't have semester subjects anymore, do we? okay, so i shall answer my own question. THERE'S NO MIDYEARS! wow. i'm even happier now.

speaking of being happy, i'm going to Dance Dance this saturday! okay, so i just talked to jacq and now instead of i AM going, i MAY go. she has something on and i still need to confirm if there are tickets or not. if there is, then hoorah for all. but if there isn't, then BUMMER.

gah. i've written like, 3 pages of my fanfic and i don't feel like writing anymore. am i losing interest? i mean, i already have the inspiration for this story to last another two sequels, and i haven't even completed one story. gah. maybe i'll just continue writing tomorrow.

speaking of which, i have a story idea. i'm quite inspired after the Yong Shu Hoong talk to publish a book, so my mind's extra open to story ideas. i had an idea, fantasy, some time back. but that sorta faded away with time. i still have the idea in my mind, so if i ever need to write it out, i know it's there.

and since i'm already ranting on, i might as well rant to the very end.

well, you know i think about a lot of stuff alot. so, recently, i came to a conclusion that the reason why i am better at chinese writing than english writing is because i can express myself better in chinese. not to mention the fact that there are less competition. no, i'm not bragging about my chinese abilities. just the fact that so many more people prefer english to chinese and are better at english than chinese. so, by being slightly higher than average for chinese, i get to write better. think about it, it actually makes sense. my creative juices are equal for both, and if my writing skill is better in chinese, then i would be more accomplished writing in chinese, right?

RIGHT.

i've been thinking about alot (oh alright, more than usual) lately. and i've decided that if i'm very free, so to speak, after i graduate from university (if i even get to go to one), then i shall spend the time penning novels/stories. it makes sense! i mean, i'm always watching dramas (no matter korean or chinese) and the protagonists seem to forever have so much freetime! i think that i'd probably have lots of free time too (since i don't really have a proper ambition to strive towards), so i can write down all my story ideas! and with luck, maybe get to publish at least one.

thus, in audrey's entire life, she HAS to publish at least TWO books-- one english and one chinese.

there. i have an ambition now. and even though it is indeed extremely ambitious, i will not care. ambitions are meant to be ambitious anyway. and so what if i don't get to fulfil any of them? i shall just be emo for a while, then say, "oh whatever. be that way." hahaha. there's actually advantages for being such a sloppy person. :D

OOH! lookie!

Are you as interesting as your weblog?

"You are more interesting than your weblog!"

It doesn't necessarily mean that your weblog is boring. You just enjoy talking a lot more than writing. You have a busy social love because your friends love having you around. They just can't get enough of you. You might be wishing that you could spend more time online, but you really shouldn't. You're already right where you belong.

Are you a blogaholic?

42 points is in the 21 through 50 precent
You are a casual weblogger. You only blog when you have nothing better to do, which is not very often. There's nothing wrong with that. But if you'd post a little more often, you'd make your readers very happy.

Your Hippie Chick Name Is:

Thyme

bah. i'm still so bored.

oh wells, see everybody tomorrow. i'm going to ROT away slowly.

lovelove.