yes, it's cheryl's birthday and the lousiest of lousy- aka AUDREY- actually didn't buy her a present. i was supposed to share with some group of people, but then i don't know how the plan turned out. so, conclusion: i'm a lousy friend.

cheryl's like the total opposite. if i'm the lousiest friend, then she's the bestest friend ever. that means alot, mind you. i'm so sorry, dear, that i'm not making a proper birthday shoutout. seems like positive things loves repelling off me.

honest. i'm not kidding.

and so, i'm actually considering making my blog go private. because i really doubt you guys would want to read about my emoness. and since i've removed my tagboard, i might as well make a clean job out of it and hack the blog right out of the internet world. i mean, it's still on internet theorectically. i just mean to say that you can't read it anymore. stop rejoicing. i know you're happy, but leave it until i turn my back.

having a private blog would make things alot easier anyway. it might even be better than going for counselling. having a blog as a counsellor does sound retarded, but it may help. who knows, right?

i'm going off to nap soon. i'll need it. except that i'm afraid the freaky dream would come back to haunt me. stupid emily and jacq bailed on me and they chickened out. i wasn't even done narrating the dream! the way they squealed made me even more afraid than i should really be. but that dream really was freaky. i may think about blogging that out. just for memory's sake. not now though. i need my nap.

but poor jacq sprained her neck and she's home. that's good! because she better rest at home, recover quickly and come back to school so i can walk down to the busstop with her. good thing i saw my aunt today. she brought me all the way home.

got back most of my results today. and pleased to announce that there's not a single C in sight. all Clear, all Clear. haha. 4 Bs and 4 As, supposedly. that's good, okay, for me. shuddup if you're that freak with straight As. that's classified under Mission Impossible in the Audrey Files.

i'm getting my blogging bugs back. and HAHAH, i suddenly remember how my summary in fanfiction.net actually offended one of my readers/reviewers. the summary was a little sarcastic, like how i usually am when the keyboard takes over my fingers.

it went SOMETHING like, "it's actually just like this, doofuses, not like that" and someone reviewed, asking me to change that term in case someone felt insulted by it. i did, of course. remember the policy "reviewers are always right"? yeah. it became "you lovelies". only people who knew about the change can tell how (even more) sarcastic i was.

i find myself either unreasonably hyper, or unreasonably sarcastic or unreasonably emo, or unreasonably crappy in my posts. last year, it was a combination of hyper and crap, with a pinch of sarcasm. this year, one big spoon of emo and season it with crap and sarcasm. that's how i've modified the recipe of Pinkarynique. (that's my blog's name, i guess. it's a pretty and special name. STOP. look, you're hurting her feelings!) but since you've gone and hurt her, i shall add on a little small do-you-know.

DO YOU KNOW that i invented that word with asolutely no idea how to pronounce it?

hahah, yes. that's the truth awright. pin-care-ree-nick? pin-kar-ree-nick? or even pin-kar-ree-nee-queue? it just looks pretty la. better than pinkknip rightttt? mygaw, i puke just thinking about the old blog's name. pinkknip. shudders. i think you're convinced that Pinkarynique is so much better.

oh right! my nap! yes. i'm a little befuddled, now that i've gotten my blogging bugs back. i still need the nap though. seeya later (maybe), alligators!