yes, i'm miraculously feeling uncomfortable because i spent the whole time reading a story book which my mom borrowed for me and my sister. that's sad. because i've changed. i used to rejoice at how i have freetime at last. but now, when i actually have that rarely seen freetime, i feel guilty that i didn't spend it revising or doing some philo term paper.

maybe i'd copy and paste that into my emo blog.

but other than that, i'm quite fine. ms kon was talking about emotional health today for devotions and the whole time, i was laughing at myself. sad laughter, sympathetic laughter. how i'm dying emotionally is what's wrong. once like that, now like that again. maybe it's just that fate i was never meant to escape.

pfft. i'm rambling again. i'm sorry.

today flew past quite quickly. and we all found out, much to our horror, that we'd be having physics on friday. for one period, thank goodness. or we'd all die.

posts are getting shorter and shorter. but that's because i don't want to burden you lovely people with my emoness. such stuff, no matter how hard, should be kept within me. it's not my business to come here and contaminate you people.

long posts would mean better mental health. but till then, i'd keep the short posts coming. at least you know i'm alive.