haha, emily, the post i wanted you to read was so long ago. i can't remember what's it about but it's definitely not that 'my weekend'. haha, i shall go dig up the post one day for you.

but other than that, today was a fun-emo-fun day. which meant that my feelings fluctuated, or that i had moodswings, whichever you prefer. i guess mainly because my bolster of more than five years is going to be THROWN AWAY BY MY MOM.

bishbosh. i'm still feeling sick at the thought of that. so afraid that i'd get imsomnia without my trusty bolster which was my FIRST BIG BOLSTER. the first time i got it, it was bigger than me. and now, i can't sleep without it. i think it was a house-warming present thing. which means that i got it when i moved into my current house. and that's a long time. about seven years?

i don't care. i'm a sentimental girl and i cried over it. i shall cry over it on saturday so my mom will extend the date of throwing it away again. it's not emotional blackmail. no, it isn't. it's just a little girl crying when she's lost her doll.