what an interesting title! go audrey. (and if you haven't detected the sarcarsm, then i advise you to open your eyes bigger or something.)

anyways, on saturday, i went out with jacq to orchard. this shopping trip was quite a failure since all jacq bought was a pencil case. hahaha, then she had to go off for church. i went home via mrt. then suddenly, my mom called me and told me that she was at taka and wanted me to take a return mrt back there.

i think i was moodswinging because of my tiredness because i got pissed and annoyed at the whole wide world suddenly. first, i spotted am empty seat in the mrt when boarding the train, so i walked towards it. then, this STUPID BOY slid towards the seat using his heelies and plopped down.

WTH?!

i had to veer myself off the route so it wouldn't look so obvious that i wanted that seat, but i heard this OLD WITHERING AUNTY sniggering at me. i had to force my eyes close with my hands to stop myself from shooting her dagger glares. so for twenty minutes, i had to stand on that train with my painful feet, all the while clinging on to some metal pole which made my palm stink.

i hate children all of a sudden. i really doubt that he walked all over orchard for three hours under the sun. he was even enjoying himself with his PSP. go and die.

right, so i'm pissed all over again just thinking about it. imagine how i felt like screaming at my mom when she told me to take a train back. i felt like throwing a tantrum there and then, on the train. i was so tired, i just wanted to sleep. BUT CANNOT. i feel so ridiculous.

then, with a black face which warned everybody to stay out of my way, i waited for the next train back and then walked into taka. she was at the handbag department. i walked like all over because i couldn't find it. and when i finally found it, i think my feet died.

BAH. i don't want to talk about it anymore.

today's a boring day. homework and more homework. and to think my main motivation in life is reaching friday every week. how absurd.

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you know, my mom's very keen on me skipping jc and going to university right away. do you guys know about that program? as long as you get 5 o' level passes, you qualify. i think. there are a few courses available. my mom thinks that it's better that i don't waste two years in jc doing nothing. going straight to university will earn me a degree in three years. then, at 19, i go on to get a master degree. so that means that when normal people graduate from uni at 21, they'd have a degree, but i would have an extra master degree.

i didn't want to go at first. but then, it's starting to appeal to me. should i try out for that, most likely i'm taking up the Communication course thingy. it includes Psychology and
something that i can't remember. it has to do with language la.

psychology's quite fun and i don't mind. obviously i won't mind the language part too. and there's no uniforms in universities. it's like emily going for the nj ip program, right? except that instead of skipping secondary school, i'm skipping jc.

please, try to dissuade me from going. i think it's starting to look interesting and appealing.

well, i shall continue with my philo research. think i may blater. seeya!