i am the worse friend EVER, i swear. i didn't even prepare anything. and the one thing that i prepared for eeleng was supposed to be her belated birthday present. but guess what? I FORGOT TO BRING IT.

oh gaw, kill me. i was so touched when i started receiving presents, especially the one by my Angel. she makes me feel like i'm such a lousy Angel to my Mortal. gah.

it's jacq's birthday too, so here's a nice long dedication to you.

happy birthday, jacq dear!
have known you since sec1 and you're one of those first few friends who stuck with me. i still remember all the lame stuff-- Funkaye Tweens- and i had my first neoprints in secondary school with you! we were just two little girls who loved pink. look at you now! wow, all grown up and mature eh? love laughing with you and somehow, i don't mind being called a bimbo if seen with you. it's almost like a good thing. i shan't mention about your darling, but you lucky girl, are loved by everyone and anyone. this dedication is so lousy, but bottomline: i love you!

my goodness. i can't believe how corny that was. didn't even express 1/100 of my feelings for you lahhh. nevermind, you know already, right?

really, ever since sec1, i've somehow visioned you, me and emily to be those inseparable friends, even until old. i was a nice feeling, when i daydreamed about how in the future, when we reach 20, we'd still conference and laugh. we'd still shop together and remain the three best friends. i don't know. it's just a nice daydream. hope it'll come true.:/

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sorry to ruin the atmosphere (like there was any at all), but physics test was NOTHING like what she told us. why do that make me dislike her more? and marvelous, there's Amath test tomrrow. i didn't pass my Emath test already, what's going to happen to me for the Amath test? get a negative mark?

i still have lots of philo research to catch up on. hopefully i can complete them in accordance to the timeline we've prepared.

WHY CAN'T I GO SEE CARA'S, MAXINE'S, SHUHUI'S, EELENG'S BLOGS?

i think my computer's going crazy.

so am i too. i'm hot and sweaty, still in my mg uniform. gosh.

well, to nat's house for geog tomorrow. date with emily&jacq on friday!<3 eh, julia, yiling, jiani? you guys free on friday?

okay! i can't stand the heat no longer. going to bathe now. have a LOVEly day, my LOVEly darlings!