the only reason i can use the computer now is because my sister's out on some enrichment trip (similar to our Cultures of Creativity), to some Sculpture Walk. my mum keeps calling it the 'scripture' walk.

which reminds me, can someone get 3t's class verse and paste it up our noticeboard? because ms cheong keeps asking me to get that done, except that we don't have a class verse. the fact that i'm not a christian doesn't make anything better.

i'm trying to search for a pretty and decent icon for my msn display picture, except that photobucket's 'pink' pictures are a little outdated. please, will someone recommend me some fabulous icon website?

okay, so at least i saved two nice pictures on 'pink'. it doesn't go with my msn nick, but it's okay.

today after school, i felt somehow restless. i think it's because the last period of the day was english, and in english, we were discussing about 'what if the whole world is annihilated, and you can only save ONE thing? what would that ONE thing be?'. i got pretty depressed at the thought of that, i guess. totally uncalled for, because that'd probably never happen, yet there i was, moping.

i walked down slowly, with my stupid heavy bag and the two sickening thick textbooks. i went to the toilet of the primary school wing and then continued walking... past jacq's mum's car!

goody. she rolled down the windows and offered me a ride. i was pretty surprised, because i thought 3G were already let off. but anyway, i accepted. (anything, just so i don't have to walk down that never-ending stretch of road leading to the busstop. well, not with one heavy bag and two thick textbooks. both which are unfortunately equally stupid and sickening.)

waited for jacq, and then her mum dropped me off at the Bukit Regency busstop. and i took 75 home for the first time! whoopee.

haha, whatever. it wasn't that exciting. just... a nice change.

i slept in the afternoon again, for a blissful one hour. i've been sleeping almost every school day, nowadays. not that it's good, but sometimes i get so tired, i just fall asleep when my head makes contact with something soft and comfortable. sometimes on the bus too.

speaking of which, have you ever been so tired, so can't wake up, even if you want to? you literally have to FORCE yourself to wake up, and this alone requires a surprising amount of energy. i kid you not. this situation occurred to me for about three times already, twice at home and once in a bus.

yes, a BUS. a freaking BUS. i was nearing my stop and should be awaking already, but i wasn't. because i can't. how stupid, i know. but it's true! i was waking, and then falling back to sleep involuntarily. good thing the bus stopped at my stop and i dragged myself off. i was able to do so, partly due to the sense of urgency rising in my chest.

enough of that creepy topic.

it's friday tomorrow! which means it's the last day of this school week. and it also means that i have Library! :D i mean, even though we don't do anything much-- just wrapping up books-- it's still quite fun, spending time in an air-conditioned environment around books. and NEW books, at that.

i'm supposed to go bath now, and my mum's nagging at me. but i shall blog a little longer because i don't think i'm coming to blog later at night, since i'm going to force myself to do homework, followed by CAP. i was overcome by fear yesterday for not completing CAP in time, since i only have up till the end of January. also, i have to register online. two essays and two reflections, coming up!

hm, think i might go do the NYAA Silver award this year. i didn't get to completing the Bronze award, but they said that it's fine if we skip directly to Silver, so long as we meet the age requirements, which i do. i don't know why i'm taking up to many things this year, but it makes me feel busy. and when i'm busy, i feel more motivated. okay, maybe not motivated. but the momentum of doing work everyday would train me and keep me going. that's something good, right? like preparation for the mad rush of o levels.

well, i think i have blogged enough, and i apologize for the oh-so-short post underneath this one. i don't know why, but i just detest short blog posts (written by ME). it's like cheating the blogposts number; wasting one more post just so i can reach the 400 blogposts-mark faster. (yes, i'm trying to accomplish that. but i don't think i would be achieving that any time soon, considering how i've just went past the 300 blogposts-mark. haha.)

finefine, i shall go bath now. i didn't even realise how naggy my (PRIMARY THREE) brother can be, until today. so annoying.

haha. okays then. seeya tomorrow! <3