hmm.

(background info: other than twilight, i bought the 4th, 5th and 6th book of the Princess Diaries. which means that now, i have the first six books of princess diaries.)

and now, the point of this post: i love love love the way Mia writes!

okay.

it's really Meg Cabot, but still.

then i thought about me writing like that. i mean, i have alot to write about. just look at my blog. okay. on second thoughts, don't. my blog is nowhere near Mia's journals. as in, like, i really do have alot to say/write. but most of it, i cant write in here. cos i'll have to consider who comes to my blog and all that.

and even if i do have my own diary, i'll be afraid that some person who secretly hates me would find it and expose my innermost thoughts to the whole world. i'd probably just die.

the idea is still tempting though.

maybe i should buy a notebook. and pretend it's something like Mia's journal. except that i cant write as fast, or remember the specific words which i said to someone.

but why am i worrying about those? it's not going to be published. so i dont have to worry about it being dramatic, cos to be honest, my life's pretty boring. so, to think of it, i've nothing much to write about.

i dont have a college boyfriend. neither am i a princess of a country.

(speaking of which, ever since my mom teased me about calling myself a princess-- yeah yeah, when i was still in that whole princess phase-- , my father has REALLY started to call me 'his princess'. haha. and my mom took the chance to call herself the queen. which is pretty smart of her, i guess. but, still. who's the one saying that there's more to life than thinking about being a princess?)

so you see, i dont have much to write about. im really just an ordinary girl, with less than average looks and the only person who ever wanted my number is an old man. (and that, my friend, is yet another long story.)

but, i think i should just try this idea out. if it doesnt work, then fine. so be it. but if it does, then hurray. i'd just cross my fingers and hope there's no one out there who wants me to die so desperately.

haha.

who am i kidding? there's probably so many people out there just waiting for me to have a private diary so they can make my life horrible, like it isn't hard enough already.

but! the brave audrey steps out and sets her foot down. a private notebook there shall be!

and no, you guys cant read it. that's why it's PRIVATE.

(geelyn, dont call me or whatsoever, just to dig the notebook out from me. there will be no more giving in, like the last time. although that resulted in quite an.. interesting manner. and if you dont understand up till here, think CREEP. )

nuff said then. i've gotta go sleep.

omg. school reopens tml! yay!

i've missed seeing twogee.<3