confessions of a freak-out girl
Thursday, September 21, 2006
the following was written during chinese lesson, 8.42am :

"omg. Laoshi's so cruel! going down the list and announcing our marks and flaws. can't stand it. but haha! Laoshi's taking such a long time to elaborate, i don't think she's gonna reach me. But still! Everybody expects me to get high marks, but I know i'm not. Not this time. I totally screwed up! -- ooh! congratulations, sarah! pats her back.

BTTP! I'm probably going to get so low, I'd fail and everybody will give me that... that look. you know? that "she's so poor thing" kinda look.

I'm buckling under stress. -freaks out for eternity-

Sigh. My heart's thumping so hard, I think I'm going to suffer heart attack and will probably die before knowing my marks.

-breathes in deeply...

... and goes on to scream.-

(omg. I'm writing this out, as you already know, and my hands are trembling!

DARN.

yay, cheryl! you go, girl(:

): my wenti die already.

-sighs in relief-

LAOSHI DIDN'T FAIL ANYBODY!!!

audrey just died, went to heaven and back to earth again.

urgh. can laoshi get to me already?! my weak heart can't last that long!!

poor jacq. blushing away. but i'll probably look like that too. blistering barnacles!

I tell you, my ego's deflating as each MINUTE passes by, and puh-lease. like I need anymore deflating lahhh.

OMG. FREAKS OUT.

It's gonna be my turn next!!! wrings hand.

20.5 (:

okay. so it's okay. I PASSED. and it hit TWENTY. whao. I can just die not-so-happy-but-still-happily now.

(:

my hands are still trembling, but my heart rate is slowing down already. ): darn. SORRY LAUREN, pulled you down.

okay. like, I should not comment any further. because now that the ordeal's over, i'm pissed.

shoooooooooooots.

I just don't like her.

- and with pretty good reasons.

( (: end of classroom blogwriting!)

hahahahaha.

that was funny, recalling how i felt during the whole thing. but it's kinda true. oh the georgia font 20.5(: is cara's handwriting. heh.

physics test was a killer and really, i think it's gonna kill me. and not only me. even julia says so too. sigh.

i think i shall blog more later. im hot and sweaty and disgusted now.

blater!

audrey
19 years old and still trying to figure life out.
daydreamer by nature,
student by day
and vampire by night.
okay lol no jkjk.
haha i hope this is enough. will add more soon.


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