do you live to eat?

or

do you eat to live?

haha. that was the question which emily asked me today and i replied the latter. she said hers was the former and went on about how she loves to eat. haha. but she doesnt look like she eats alot.

(:

anyways, im itching all over now. have no idea why. have been like that since i woke up from my nap.

):

i didnt watch totally spies and art attack today. i usually eat lunch while watching tv. but today, i sulked the whole time in the kitchen.

sigh.

i think i overblog.

and that's bad. cos over-something is always bad. like, over-eating, over-sleeping, over-whathaveyou.

so overblogging is bad because you blog too much and soon, it may become a i-live-to-blog kinda thing.

but i cant help it.

if people blog more, then i wouldnt have to visit so many unupdated blogs and then type in blogger.com. which is what usually happens.

overblogging is also bad because soon, you blog so much, people will get tired of coming to your blog and read your random-and-often-low-self-esteemed ramblings. or they come here as a last resort cos no one updates and audrey does. or they come once in a long while, so they can read more.

and i know it because i can feel it.

i can feel lotsa stuff actually. that's being sensitive for you.

you can feel how you're getting on her nerves, or when she doesnt want to talk to you, or when you know you did a gossipable thing or.. i dont know. sometimes, it's obvious and sometimes, it's not.

so being a overblogger and a sensitive one at that, is not a good combination.

and another thing.

the inner voice.

yes! it's that irritating voice at the back of your head. i never believed in those angels-and-devils-sitting-on-your-shoulder kinda situation. well, until i got in touch with my inner voice.

i cant describe the inner voice, except that it always tells the truth and the truest feelings/thoughts.

well, mine does.

and i get shocked at my inner voice sometimes, and even to the extent of feeling ashamed.

the inner voice is still me. so if it thinks negatively, I think negatively. that's not good.

...

why am i talking about inner voices?

man im so weird.

right.

i think my disgusting marks has got to me. waha.

hmm i shall go to stomp and then storyblog and then read geog.

great.

let's hope i stick to that.

byebye.