people, im gonna go on a hiatus till my sista's PSLE is over.

this period of time has been really hard on her and she has went through so much pressure and mood swings just preparing for it. my mother's unreasonableness isnt helping her either.

i feel sad when i see her like this, i admit. but then, when i look back at myself going through this period of time too, i dont see my mother giving me unecessary pressure because my older sister is in mgs and i HAVE to go to mgs too.

she has really been working so hard for it. but my mother just doesnt see it. she's BLINDED mann. she honestly is. i dont even know if what she sees what i see.

i see my sister working very hard for the psle, always in her room, buried under stacks of assessments. and watching television once in a while helps in relaxing her.

but what my mother sees is that my lazy sister is not working hard enough for the psle and that she watches too much tv.

i feel unfair for my sister too la.

sigh.

poor sister. i really hope she can do well and show my mother. it'll be good for them both.

pray for her.

thanks.

(my hiatus includes coming back once in a while to blog. cos i cant stand not blogging totally. >.<)

LOVE LOTS.

audrey!