on a happier note,

today we had three free periods which totally rocked. i taught yiling and julia how to tie french-braid on their own. so happy for them. (:

and emily's birthday is this coming friday. i havent bought her present yet, sadly. but i know what i want to buy her already. shant tell you. q:

oh and i am also going to try learn the "What i've been looking for" song in HSM which Sharpay and Ryan sang. i like that song the best cos it's so happy and nice.

on a sadder note,

sigh.

today, i vomitted.

you know, i havent vomitted for like, since p5. it makes me feel all childish, to a certain sense, seeing myself puke.

i didnt tell my mother.

because she'll probably scold me, like how she did when i was young.

haha.

hmm no la. actually, i dont know why i didnt. for one, it wasnt so serious. so it wouldnt hurt to not tell.

and i guess i didnt want her to worry. not like she will. but.. -- you know, in those kind of films? people are sick but they dont tell their surounding people how much pain they're going through and to us, the audience, it looks so touching and noble?

well, i guess i wanted to be like that too. but had only just realise that it didnt make me feel all noble and touching. i was in no appetite to eat la. but then i didnt want her to know, so i had to force-feed myself and finally, finished my whole plate, only to vomit everything out again.

ewww.

and this time it was horrible.

yucks.

not going to talk about it anymore.

(she's still oblivious to my vomitting. go me.)

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well, that's the end of my happy and sad notes. (:

(may blog more later.)

(oh and cheryl? there's another HSM sing-along session next sunday, 7.30pm on disney channel. let's see if im able to miss out on my fifth opportunity. )