i dont know whether you're pissed at me or not, but i just want to say sorry, yiling!

im really sorry that im not going for dance night. i really wanted to go, but... hais it's a long story.

you see, on sunday, the day after maxine's birthday, i told my dad i would be home after lunch. i didnt know we were going to watch a movie. and my handphone battery died on me, so i couldnt call them. i tried, by borrowing jaime's and maxine's handphones. but i didnt want to keep asking them, i was afraid they'll be annoyed or something like that.

hais. when i finally reached home, my dad yelled at me. he really did. he said he couldnt trust me anymore. i mean, i couldnt blame him. i was supposed to be home like around one in the afternoon, but got home at six.

hais. after this incident, i didnt talk to him and he didnt talk to me for a few days. it was quite terrible. it was like a few days ago that things started going back to normal.

so i hope you understand why i didnt go for dance night. watching the show was just an excuse. im going to buy the dvd with my sister sometime in the june hols, so missing a few episodes dont matter.

actually, the same goes for drama night. i really want to go also. but, the exams are so near and im trying to gain my dad's trust back. so i really have to be quite careful about my actions nowadays.

sorry again. i know dance night is important to you. and trust me, i really wanted to see you dance too. same for drama; i want to see cara act too.

hais. it's really difficult for me lah. but i hope you dont misunderstand me or get pissed at me.

<3