YO!

so sorry i havent been blogging for like four days. i've been wanting to blog, but always no time, or just plain laziness. haha. here goes then.

cara got into drama night! im happy for her. shes going to be one of the main characters, the whole show is 1.5 hours and the script is 100 over pages! poor cara. but im sure she'll do a good job. haha.

oh anyway. yesterday was quite ok. laoshi gave us a hongbao with two sweets and two chocolates. miss tan gave us this chocolate-caramel which was delicious! she claimed that she went through a lot of trouble just to get us those. (she gave me TWO sweets. but only for being her slave. -.-") haha. i guess when i graduate, i'll also miss being her slave.

heh. but i hope shes still going to be my teacher in sec three and four. cos im thinking of taking full lit, half geog and half social studies. oh wells.

yeah. so halfway after the english period, we had to go for the new year concert. there was the malaysia scholars who danced to jolin tsai's zhao pai dong zuo. it was quite ok i think cos i was enjoying the music(:

OOH. and then there were the primary students who ave three performances. they were all so CUTE~~

i tell you, for all three, me and emily were like choosing which ones were the cuter ones. haha. SO CUTE LA. hais. remembering those times...

oh. mrs ng also gave a talk on the china trip for the china trip which she went on 2005's year end. so funny and inspirational kay!

then after school, i had to stay back for five minutes to do some last minute bio lab report stuff. but i stayed back for 5x5= 25 minutes in the end la. ning was quite angry i think cos we were supposed to be going to the primary school.

we rushed back but then the gate were closed, so me and ning just talked to sarah, jean, jane, cassandra and jiawen. it was quite fun and we talked about alot of stuff. haha. jiawen wanted to sell me the nanyang funfair ticket for ten dollars, but i kept stalling and stalling for time that it was time for her to go home! haha. and that was approximately 45 minutes that i stalled ok. haha.

oh then i called my mother, but she was at westmall, so i had to carry a SUPER HEAVY bag and took the lrt to choa chu kang and then take the mrt at choa chu kang to bukit batok.

well, my mother told me she was at westmall, so i walked in and then called her. but then she told me she was NEAR westmall, and not IN westmall. so i was like where are you? then she told me to walk around in westmall and then she'll come find me later. but i was like dun want cos my bag so heavy. i told her i'll wait for her at westmall's mcdonald. but then there was no mcdonald in westmall. there was one OUTSIDE westmall though, and so she ask me to go there and wait for her.

i did. and i bought medium fries and evian mineral water. and then i decided to do homework since i had my whole bag with me. so i did my math homework and by the time i was done, my mother was on her way here.

i packed up everything and then ate the fries SLOWLY cos i know my siblings would want to eat some too. and they did. haha.

and then we ate more fries and nuggets, when my mother said we had to go and wait for my father outside westmall. i didnt want to carry my bag anymore, so i got my sister to carry it for me(((:

haha. my father came and we went to liang courts' meiji-de(sp?). dunno la. just some place were we shopped and bought dinner. ate there and then bought breakfast.

finally, we drove back home where i wanted to blog, but then i was really too tired. and so i bathed and watched tv and then went to sleep.

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haha. you thought that was the end of the post dincha? haha. well, it's not.

let me tell you i absolutely adore mini chocolate crossisiants (two for $1.40). im eating one now. but i cant eat too much cos i think it's probably the chocolate crossisiants that made me fat and heavy.

i tell you I AM FAT AND HEAVY cos my friend jiawen is 157cm and 38kg.

how fair is that? TOTALLY NOT.

anyway, i was supposed to be going out with tiffany and san peng and kelvin yesterday. but i backed out cos they looked too scary. and i knew i wouldnt have fun if i went out with them, so why bother?

i tell you they were really scary kays. they were all so TALL and had SPIKED up hair. and were wearing CRAZY clothes. and tiffany too. wearing NICE clothes. so i knew that if i went out with them, i would feel extra cos they would be both too busy drooling over pretty tiffany to even notice that i existed.

so i didnt go.

haha. and the point of this was that tiffany, i lied about the babysitting of my siblings. it was just an excuse cos i didnt want to go. SORRY. i really am. i mean, im sure you can handle being the only girl right? (:

oh. also, when i was on the bus with ning and tiffany, tiffy was like, "audrey, do you have a boyfriend?"

i didn't. "no."

"aw come on. you so cute."

"RIGHT"

and this comes to the TRUE point of this extended post. i have been feeling AND looking ugly all my life, for these thirteen years. then since last year, my oneg friends start to tell me how pretty and cute i am.

i mean, it's pleasant and i like it. but it feels weird. i mean, i've been ugly for who-know-when and then they tell me i'm cute and pretty? i find it quite hard to believe.

i mean, i have ugly teeth and my eyes are like three-quaters blind and... and... YEAH. so how can that make me pretty? and cute even.

then last year, my mother comes along and tells me i should put braces. im okay with that. off with the ugly teeth then. then at year end, she tells me i should try contacts too, cos my degree just keeps going up. well, i'll go for laser some day. and then just last week, she agreed for me to have long hair.

i mean, how weird is that?

they're just going to make me feel uglier then. im going to put braces when im SEC THREE. then i'll be weird with only me with braces in sec three.

and then contacts. oneg has known me with spectacles and if i go without spectacles suddenly, it'll look weird and ugly to them right? i mean, it's ok for people like jcq and yiting and yiling and emily and cara. but not me.

long hair. same as above. how would i know whether oneg is going to accept a audrey tan with long hair AND contacts AND braces. i think they'll go, "who's this ALIEN? we want our AUDREY back!"

and thats being an ugly audrey tan for you.