HELLO EVERYBODYYYYYY
haha i miss this place! to be honest, i've still been blogging but at my own little secret LJ which is friends-locked. but it's mostly filled with emo shit and all my personal/private problems. and i miss posting mindlessly about what happened in the previous day, so that's why I'M BACKKKKK. :)
yay yesterday was relatively awesome because i went for sze's choir foa thing, which is called Vox Masala II. and i know why! as in, why it's called Vox Masala II. haha. Vox is some language for voice and Masala is a blend of spices. as for the II, okay maybe there was a Vox Masala ONE or something. haha anyway, point is, it was really freaking great! i've never quite enjoyed myself so much at a choir concert before. LOLLIPOP. yayyyy, my favourite song of that night. and sze wing looked sooooooo cuteeeee. haha you were AWESOME, SZE. haha okay i don't think you read this blog anymore.
well, and then i got a lift from natw's mom and she said that I LOOKED LIKE I LOST WEIGHT. like yessssssssssss. she said my face looks slimmer and my legs looks thinner! okay, i don't really see that myself but she hasn't seen me for a very long time so she's a better judge righttttt. omg yayyyy. so happy. i will keep up with my gymming! :D
hurms, okay, then that's all of the awesome aspects of yesterday. only two. oh, nice, it balances out. cos there were two sucky parts to yesterday too.
first: i lost my class rep badge on thursday when i was gymming! as in i took it off and left it on the bench and i forgot to take it back and it was gone. boo. ): so i got it replaced yesterday when i met mdm tham. and shitdamn, i was so stupid, i went into the hod room without thinking through my attire and how many rules i was breaking! thus, i immediately got owned. she made me remove my earrings, she made me remove my necklace (which i ttly didn't want to!!!), she made me lengthen my skirt AND SHE ACCUSED ME OF PUTTING SOMETHING ON MY FACE. said my complexion looks suspicious. like what the hell is that supposed to mean?! what, so i can't have good complexion?? but that's ridiculous cos my face is horrendous now! it's in damn bad condition lah. so i have no freaking clue what she was talking about. after owning me, she went on to ask who my form teacher is cos she's going to talk to him about my "conduct and sense of responsibility. if i find out you're just wearing that badge without fulfilling your duties, i will suggest to him that you step down." omggggg. i was so taken aback and sad and confused all at the same time. ):
second: I MET ANOTHER PERV ON THE BUS. and this time, i got relatively freaked out as compared to the other times. okay, so i was like on the bus standing up when something like hit my butt. so i turned around by reflex to see what it was. there was like absolutely nothing but this middle-aged indian guy sitting down, with his elbow protruding out and looking at me. so i was like eeeee, and i turned back. didn't want to look at him at all. AND THEN IT HAPPENED AGAIN. i felt something hit my butt again and i turned around a second time and i saw him in the act of holding his elbow back. i can't be like a hundred percent sure he was the one but at that point of time, it really looked like it. plus, i really was standing quite far away from him so it couldn't be accidental. plus, TWO TIMES? nuh-uh. i turned around so i faced him instead of my butt but he kept on looking up at me! so like i moved behind him and he still tried to look out for me. after each stop, he'll like turn his head and watch me. omg it was so disgusting. i just kept praying that he'll get off before i do. when it was finally my stop, i moved to the exit area, but like subtly looking out for him and this time, praying that he doesn't get off. but then he did the whole looking for me thing and when he saw that i wasn't behind him but at the exit area, HE STARTED TO STAND UP omg omg omg omg. by this time, i was like freaked out TO THE MAX. all i was thinking about is how the moment i alight the bus, i'm going to walk damn fast all the way back to my lift. my heart was hammering in my chest and i was like omg this can't be happening to meeeee. i don't even care if i'm thinking too much. i rather i think too much and nothing happen than think too little and everything happened. ew. yeah i eventually ran into the lift with this decent-looking couple.
poo. gross right. ): hahaha but like it's over. so i'm going to not think about it.
today's saturday and i have no plans to go out. which means staying at home and doing homework. if i can make myself get down to it, i really should:
-finish carving
-do more prep
-pw wr
i have a very strong feeling that i'll end up doing nothing even though that's not supposed to happen. oh well. i'm not known for my strong sense of self-discipline right. teehee.
okay, i'm off now. ta!
